Pain
I feel nothing but pain
My body is burning, I feel so weak, I can barely breathe, my arms and legs are sore and burning, and my back feels as if someone shoved a hot iron rod up my spine
Ok, no need to panic, panic makes things worse than it already is, panic bad, now see if I can move, start with the left arm and...
GOD!
I wanted to yell, but at every time I try it does nothing but make my throat burn
Oh God, starting to panic, calm breaths Siris, burning hot calm breaths
One more time just move the left arm and...ARRGH
Too much, Too much
Damn it, it's hopeless, doing anything makes everything worse
Is this how I die, alone and confused, while being cooked throughout my entire body
Slowly losing consciousness
But how could I tell if I was already out cold
There is nothing in sight, nothing but pitch black darkness, I can't tell if I'm blinking or not
What can I do? Please Is there any way to get out of this mess? God help me
Argh It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts! Damn it
Time to say my prayers, with my body pretty much disabled, I could only await the inevitable
If I had any regrets, it was only one
Talking to that old man near the game booth
One second he was telling me dreams about being a hero of justice, and how the he wished Fire Emblem Awakening had more action and explosions
As the fan I am, I disagreed
And now here I am, on my deathbed, or I could already be dead and this is just me slowly making my way to purgatory
Goodbye cruel world, tell my father I love him, and my brother he needs to take a bath
Mom I'm coming to see you again
I wonder what purgatory is like, maybe there will people to talk to, maybe they invented new devices while waiting for all the angels and saints to tally your deeds and decide whether you get to go to God's Kingdom, or burn in hell
Heh
Wait what's that fire?
It's a small blue fire, it looks so weak, so small
With my body pretty much disabled, I stared at the fire
For the fate that awaited me, I found the presence of the fire rather comforting, it would occasionally grow bright and return to its original form every once it a while. For a moment there I thought that it was going to explode
Then in a flash the fire exploded creating a wall of red hot flames that quickly expanded, somehow burning away the nothingness
And I was in it's path
Ah Shit!
ARGH IT BURNS
"I Am The Bone Of My Sword"
Huh? What? Who said that? What do you mean?
They say when you are at your last moments you get to see all your memories, all your hopes and dreams, the memories of your loved ones, your regrets, and yourself one last time
But, all I see is a foggy desert, littered with countless blades with massive gyrating gears as far as the eye can see and in the center of this barren desert
Is a hill covered with swords
What happened?
"Steel Is My Body, And Fire Is My Blood"
It's that voice again
Where am I? Why am I here?
"I Have Created Over A Thousand Blades"
I hear the voice once more. Whose voice is that?
I started to look around, and by look around I mean stare straight into the foggy wasteland hoping I can make something, anything out of this
It was beginning to be completely pointless after looking for at least a minute, the fog was too thick to see through
Wait a second the fog is fading
Ok that did not help too much, all I see are more swords and gears
Huh? Who is that?
I can make out the figure of a man
He appears to be wearing red and black clothing
He was looking away with his back turned against me while standing atop of the hill of blades
"Unknown To Death"
"Nor Known To Life"
Who is that man?
And what is he trying to say? Some sort of chant? A message?
Oh shit he turned around to look towards my location
I can now see the man's face, it looks so familiar, I swear I've seen him before
I can make out his white hair, his tanned skin, and cold steel eyes
What was he doing?
I see him placing his right hand over his heart, closing his eyes
"Have Withstood The Pain To Create Many Weapons"
Another wall
Oh Shit! Not again
Ah!
Pain Pain Pain Pain PAIN
A massive headache just waiting to split open my head came this time
God Damn it my head is going to blow if this continues, huh...?
Whats going on now? the man was gone but, looking further away
I can see a fight, a fight between the man on the hill and a boy with rusty red hair wearing a simple blue and white shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans
They clashed, repeatedly, blocking blow after blow and attacking at any opening available
With thousands of swords being fired at each other only to be deflected by either the two of them or the weapons from each other's barrage of blades
It was beautiful, in its own twisted way
Shit, I've seen this before but why can't I remember, and if I've seen this before how could I forget something so magnificent
And once more, I hear his voice
"Yet These Hands Will Never Hold Anything"
What's the purpose of this?
The fight stopped
What Is going on? Why is this happening?
I'm confused, I want to ask so many question
Is there a reason of me to be seeing all of this? Why me? Who are they? I swear to any God living out there probably having a blast at my predicament that I have seen them before, so why can't I remember their names?
They both placed their right hand over their hearts, you could feel the power they were letting out
And for one last time, the voice-no his voice shouted
"So As I Pray, UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS"
Wait. Unlimited Blade Works? THE Unlimited Blade Works
Is that man, Archer!? EMIYA!?
Once more the flash was about to hit me, albeit rather slowly, and this time accompanied by a hot rising flame
What an odd way to go, dying because I said no to some old man, if reincarnation exists, make it a note drilled into my head to agree with whatever an old man says. Kinda like the God of the bible, listen to what He says and you will receive His blessings, doubt his faith once, and you can go cry in the corner and tell Satan God says hi.
I should be scared, scared of my upcoming death, scared that I will die right here at this moment but why does it somehow feel inviting?
It's near I can feel the heat slowly getting hotter, it's close, it's time, time for me to go
And it hit me dead on
PAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINPAINITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSITBURNSHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT DAAAMMMMNN IT
I know no more
"Hmm interesting, let's see how you will fare in this new world, oh just imagine the possibilities, all the paths, all the routes, all the dangers. Oh this will entertaining"
"Well, maybe he could use a small gift because I feel so generous at the moment before I go give my apprentices another headac- I mean a wonderful suprise"
"Ok time to bookmark this world as the odd crossover and there you have it, I'll get the popcorn and let the madness begin"
"Maybe I should give Grima servants?...Why Not"
Disclaimer: I do not own anything
A/N: Ok this is my first fic, I'm not sure on if it will be noticed but nevertheless this idea has been bugging my mind since I read Asleep and both of the Why Me? one by Marcus and one by Writer-with-bad-grammar this fic was heavily inspired by these two
Another reason why I decided to make my first fic an insert, even though the guy inserted was an OC, was because from the fics I read it's seems like a good way to understand a characters emotions and further develop my ability to understand what various characters would do in different situations depending on their personality, and what better way to understand a character's emotions by making most of this fic first person and about a character you made.
Well that's pretty much it I will post the next chapter somewhere around next week so please give me tips on how to improve and future constructive criticism will be greatly appreciated
oh yeah this is listed as a crossover because I will be borrowing a lot of material from fate
Till next time
