One Night with You
A/N:
This is my first attempt at writing anything remotely explicit so please excuse me for all its crapness and let me be on my way…Van missed Hitomi so much that he ached for her. He wishes and wishes and one evening, after two years his wish comes true but there are consequences when the two of them share a night of love and passion.
June Bug
Van sat on the wall; he threw a stone in to the cool clear water and then looked up to the darkening blue sky. The Mystic Moon was shining and he longed for Hitomi. He realised the day she went away that he never really wanted her to go. He knew she wanted to go home so and he knew he had no right to make her stay or even to suggest that she should stay. Merle sat beside Van. She watched the ripples in the water slowly vanish.
"That was a nice stone." She said. Van gave a slight remark and then looked down at the water again. All he could see was his unhappy reflection and Merle looking at him trying to cheer him up. She sighed and took hold of her tail. She tickled Van on the face with her tail tip. He grabbed hold of it and smiled. "Yay, you're smiling." Van nodded. He turned and looked at Merle. She grinned at him. He then looked back to the water. The ripples were gone. He picked up another stone and threw it in; it made a satisfying plunk. "Ten out of ten for Lord Van!" Merle cried. Van turned and laughed at her again. She purred and he let go of her tail. It dropped in to the icy water and she jumped up and fell off the back of the wall. She gave a sign of unhappiness and walked away.
Van sighed again. He looked to the sky that was getting darker and darker, the Moon getting brighter and brighter.
"Come back Hitomi, come back. Just one more time, for me." He closed his eyes and lowered his head. A small tear ran down his face and fell in to the water with a tiny and quiet splish.
"Van!" A small whisper ran through his ears. Such a soothing sound from the voice he loved so much. He opened his eyes. "Van? Why are you crying?" Hitomi? Van stood up on top of the wall. Surely? It couldn't be. It was. Van stepped back off the wall and headed for the bridge to the other side of the small lake in which he was crying in to.
"Hitomi, how?" Hitomi smiled. Van walked nearer and nearer. "I've missed you so much Hitomi I…" He took another step forward and she vanished in to the night air. Van fell to his knees. He was filled with a sickening sensation. He knew what it was though and the feeling wasn't something he despised. He loved her. It was love he was feeling. Love hurt, which was the only downside. He hurt so much because he wanted to see her and touch her again. He wanted to repeat that kiss that they had shared just before she left.
All he had to remember her by was his pendant. He never used it for dowsing; he just liked to look at its nice pink purple colour and think of her.
"Please Hitomi, one more time, for me." He cried. He wiped his tear away and sat instead of kneeled. He took the pendant from around his neck and held it to his heart. "I wish you would come back Hitomi." He closed his eyes and another tear fell down. Through his eyelids he noticed that everything had suddenly become brighter. He opened his eyes and before him he could see the beam of light that was coming down from the Moon surrounding Hitomi. He smiled and stood up, wanting to walk nearer to her when he looked away. "I'm just imagining you, you're not real."
Van?" Hitomi said. Van looked back and saw Hitomi walking towards him.
"Please, stop this now, don't make me feel any more hurt."
"Van?" Hitomi walked nearer to him and put a gentle hand on his shoulder. "Why are you shaking?" Van looked back and saw Hitomi standing so close to her. The beam of light was gone and it was dark again. He could still see Hitomi. "Van?" A tear fell down her cheek. "Van? What's the matter?" She put both of her hands on his shoulders. "You're shaking."
"Happiness." Van managed to say. He put his hands round Hitomi's waist; he started to shake even more. "I can't believe its you." He said. She smiled and leaned and hugged him. Her hands sliding down his back, rubbing and comforting him. He felt so happy just hugging her but part of him felt like hugging wasn't enough.
She removed herself from the long hug. She smiled. Van sat on the grass and signalled to Hitomi to join him. She sat. She looked at Van who jut wanted to hug her again. He moved a little closer to her and she leaned on his shoulder.
"I've missed you so much Hitomi." Hitomi blushed. "I wouldn't have believed it was you until you touched me." He said.
"I've missed you too." Hitomi said. "Two long years." She said, she wiped a tear from her eye. She looked up to the sky and looked at the stars beginning to appear. Van took hold of her hand.
"You've really missed me?" Van asked. Hitomi nodded.
"I've thought about you every day. About that last kiss and how it meant so much to me and…" Van put a finger to her lips.
"Shh." He said. "We don't need to talk." Van said, then he realised that that sounded wrong. "I just want to look at you." He smiled and Hitomi felt herself blush again. Van looked her up and down. She was taller, her hair was longer and she was still slim. She sighed and looked up to the sky again.
"Home seems so far away from here." She said. She paused and looked at Van, "But being here feels so right too." She went to wipe some hair from her face but Van did it himself. He put her hair behind her ears and then put his hand on her cheek. She then put her hand on top of his. There was a mass of emotions bubbling upside each of them and they didn't know how to express them. They were the same for each and they were afraid to release them. "Van I…"
"Love you." Said Van. Hitomi sighed.
"Love you." She said. She closed her eyes and Van moved closer and closer to kiss her. There lips met and there heads titled from side to side and passion intensity increased, moving quicker and quicker and pushing in to each other harder. As they separated Hitomi smiled. She leaned her whole body in to Van's. She put her hands to his chest and pushed him down so as he was lying in to floor. Van smiled. Hitomi kissed him again. She started to undress herself as Van did to himself. They then walked in to the wood just behind the lake. They finished undressing. Hitomi went to put their clothes on the stump of a tree and headed back to Van.
"Van I…" Van put his finger to her lips again. She smiled.
"Do you want to?" He asked. "I won't do anything you don't want me to do. If you want me to stop now I…" Hitomi then put her finger to his lips.
"Van, I want to." They both smiled. "But here?" Van shook his head.
"No one ever comes here." He said. Hitomi smiled and nodded her head. "Love me Van."
"I always will." Van said and he pushed her to the floor and kissed her, pushing his body against hers. She groaned. Van started to kiss her tummy and he started moving upwards, her breasts, her neck, her cheeks and finally their lips met. He pushed his body again. This was what he'd wanted to do; he'd wanted to make her happy.
"Are you okay?" Van asked. "I've never…"
"I'm fine," Hitomi anticipated. "Me neither." Van kissed her again.
"You are so perfect." Hitomi whined with pleasure and pushed upwards and kissed Van. Van then took his turn to show his happiness and there bodies connected.
"I've never been so happy." Hitomi sighed. Van just carried on pushing his body. Hitomi gave another whine as she reached her climax. She felt herself smile as every nerve in her body tingled. Van kissed her on the forehead.
"You really are the best." Van repeated. Hitomi felt flattered and her whole body rushed with emotions. The pleasure Van was getting hurt him as much as missing Hitomi did. He knew that she wouldn't stay and so did she. In both of them there was still some emotion not there.
"Stay with me." Van cried to her. Hitomi opened her watery eyes and Van was facing her. She put her arms around his neck and kissed him.
"You know I can't stay." Van sat up. Hitomi groaned one last time, as she wanted to more. Van removed himself from on top of her and took a seat by the side of her. She then sat up and took his hands.
"But what about that?" Van said. "You're just going to leave?" Hitomi looked away.
"Van please, that was the most wonderful thing I've ever experienced, don't make me feel bad. If I stay then I'll miss my friends on Earth, I won't be truly happy. If I stay for a little while then I won't want to go, then when I do go you won't be happy."
"Don't join me in. It's not up to me."
"You want me to stay…"
"Yes I know, but I didn't want you to go last time but you still did."
"Please Van, don't make me feel so bad. What we just shared was truly amazing and I will never forget it for as long as I live. Meeting like this for one last time was so wonderful and I'm glad we met again, now I can go back home knowing that you are okay."
"But when you go I won't be happy will I? I won't be okay." Van stood up.
"Where are you going?"
"Put my clothes back on." Hitomi stood up and joined him. They changed in complete silence then went back to the edge of the forest and sat together. Hitomi put her arm around Van. Van looked at her with glistening eyes.
"Please don't cry over me Van." Hitomi requested. Van looked away.
"You are so beautiful." He said, "So wonderful, so perfect."
"No I'm not, I can't be in two places at once." Van laughed.
"That's true." He took her hand and kissed it.
They sat in silence for a while just listening to the small fountain trickle in the middle of the lake. The Mystic Moon looked so pretty in the midnight blue sky. Hitomi sighed as she looked at her home. Van just looked to the small fountain, which was making the water ripple.
As Van looked up to the sky he and Hitomi both saw a shooting star. They both smiled and looked at each other.
"My mother has always said that there is a shooting star for each person that has died and each person conceived." Hitomi said.
"That's nice." Said Van, "But that means that someone somewhere on the Mystic Moon has just died. Is that right?"
"Or it could be here on Gaea." Van nodded.
"I guess." Hitomi then looked at Van. She then stopped smiling and looked down at her tummy. She shook her head. "What?"
"I can't believe we never thought!" She said.
"What?" Van said. Hitomi shook her head 'Typical male.' She thought.
"Us, you and me, that shooting star, death? Conceived? Van…" Van then stopped looking confused and looked as though his world had turned upside down.
"But…" He began. A tear fell from Hitomi's eye.
"I'm eighteen!" She cried. "We both are, I can't be pregnant. What is everyone going to say when I go home? I can't just turn up home and be pregnant."
"You might not be, it may be someone on Earth or someone else."
"We weren't careful." Van hung his head. 'This might make her stay.' Van thought. He looked at Hitomi and smiled.
"Van don't smile this is serious, I can't have a child, I'm going to have to go home now."
"I don't want you to leave." Van looked at Hitomi and read her 'not this again look' "But I know I can't stop you." Hitomi nodded and stood up. She kissed and hugged Van and turned away.
"Let me go Van." Hitomi said and she looked up to the sky. "Goodbye." Van shielded his eyes as the bright beam came down to take Hitomi back to her home and back to her life. When he looked again she was gone.
"Goodbye, me sweet." Van called, knowing that she would never hear it.
He sat down again. He could never be a father. It wasn't something he'd ever considered but if he was going to be a father he was glad Hitomi was the mother.
He looked up one last time the Mystic Moon, Hitomi's home, his child's home. She wouldn't get rid of it would she? She did say that she couldn't have a child. She didn't have to go home, she could have stayed and they could have both looked after the child. It wasn't such a bad thing. Or maybe if I wished hard enough I could go down to Earth and be with Hitomi and raise the child there. Or maybe Hitomi would just keep the child and say that it was someone else's, or make up a story that she was raped.
There were so many possibilities.
Van lay down on the floor and closed his eyes. Despite the evening ending badly he felt somewhat happier that he had been with Hitomi, as he had wanted for two whole years after they had shared that kiss. He felt round for his necklace that he got from her when she left. He held it in his hand and slowly went off to sleep and dreamt of his future that he would never have with Hitomi…
Should it be continued or should I put this story with all the other crap ones in my 'failures' file? Give me nice reviews and maybe I will think about continuing it. ^.^
