A/N: Because I was bored.

Disclaimer: It's not mine.


Blue. Blue was actually a nice color. Some of mothers flowers are blue, smooth and delicate, like butterfly wings. Frigga looks good in blue, too. Dark blue silk with silver threads woven in between, or the pale blue robe with wide sleeves. Thors eyes are a mix. Sometimes they are blue, sometimes they are grey, but they fit him perfectly. He is the god of thunder and storms. Blue is beautiful...but not on him.

He can not stop to stare at his hands. Long fingers, pale skin, no carvings. But it is still there, it wont go away. The knowledge that his skin is not his skin, that in reality he is blue from head to toe, royal marks all over his body. At least he has hair. Imagine him without hair.

His gaze drifts over to his Father, Not-Father...whatever Odin is. There is anger inside him, buried under waves of desperation and fear. Sif is right, he is not a warrior of Asgard. He is a Frost Giant. He is a monster.

Frigga pushes Gungnir at him and it's like the secure bubble around Loki shatters into tiny shards. Shards he can not pick up. That was it. The life he once knew was gone.

Thor is stuck on Midgard without his powers. Odin (the old bastard) is comatose for who knows how long and Loki just found out about his true heritage. He is a monster.

And they want him to play king.

Thoughts about being a monster aside, right now he starts to question his mothers sanity. A Frost Giant on Asgards throne. What would the people say if they knew the truth? What would Thor say? His brother would kill him. A monster deserved nothing, except a quick death.

Loki looks at his hands again. No carvings, no blue. Frigga watches him, as if she knows what he is thinking. Deep lines run across her face, worry morphs her angelic features into the face of an middle aged woman. She looks hundreds of years older. The worry is directed at him. Lokis first instinct is to lie, tell her that he is fine, that he will do everything for her and Asgards wellbeing. But he can't. His parents fed him lies, day in day out. He is the god of lies and he did not suspect a thing. Who is he?!

Anger clashes against panic. Who is he? Who is he supposed to be? He is no son of Odin, is no warrior of Asgard, nor could he be the god of lies, because he fell for one his whole life.

And they want Loki no-ones-son to be king. This is madness. To hel with being brave.

He turns around and runs.


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