Nightmares

Hidden fear set loose at midnight

I push back my regrets and try to forget

But they will always catch up to me

There is no escaping for me

The endless circle turning back upon itself

Takes me on and on until I die

I ask myself again and again, the same question echoing in my mind

What am I afraid of?

Turn the fear into rage

Quench the rage with other's pain

But the solution is only temporary

I prolong the pain, which will follow me wherever I go

I can't possibly imagine

Facing the silhouettes of a past which calls out to me

But now, there is no turning back

I am really alone this time

And I know I won't survive this

I try not to think of what will happen to me now

I have no one to blame but myself

And still your faces haunt my memory...

Your fear

Your devotion.