A/N: It has been rattling around in my head since the time before my account was made here on ffnet. It got pushed back by all the other ideas but now that I heard Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus I decided to try on starting it. This will also be a fem!Lelouch by the way.
Disclaimer: I own the plot only.
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Had Enough?
Lelouch woke from her dream with a start and lay gasping in her lonely bed. Slowly, almost painfully slow, she turned her sweaty head and carefully scanned the room with her amethyst eyes. When she noticed that her husband was nowhere in sight, she sat from where she lay and began to take deep breaths. After what felt like an hour, Lelouch placed her feet on the red, carpeted floor and began to walk towards the door that sat on the far end of the huge master bedroom.
The carpet swallowed whatever sound her bare feet made as she moved across the floor with the grace only a mob wife could move. As she walked, Lelouch fixed the babydoll sleepwear and picked up the silk robe that hung from one of the armchairs. Just as she made it to the door, Lelouch was able to successfully hide the somewhat faded bruises that could hardly be seen with the lighting. Lelouch grabbed and turned the nob and took notice how little her hands were shaking by now.
Lelouch held her breath as she opened the door completely and stood for a little while; the same way a rabbit would just before it ventured completely out of its burrow. When nothing happened, she walked through the door and to the three beds that lay in the children's room. She moved towards the two twin beds and kneeled in between them. She took a moment to notice how the nightlight shined on the twins she had given birth to nearly nine years ago. Himawari's curly brown hair was splayed around her head as she continued to suck her thumb. Lelouch couldn't help the smile that broke through, knowing that, no matter how much she tried to do otherwise, her little girl could not get rid of the habit.
The pale, yet bruise skinned raven let her kiss linger on her daughter's tan cheek before she turned to the older twin, Senshi. Lelouch brushed some of his black hair away from his face and noted just how pale his skin was compared to his little sister. Senshi had ended up looking like Lelouch herself though the mother had to admit that her little boy had his biological father's strength. Lelouch stood up from her place between her two children and kissed Senshi on his forehead before moving onto the crib.
Careful, so as not to wake the baby inside, Lelouch removed the empty bottle from Urajimiru's loose hold. The red haired three year old boy barely twitched and kept dreaming, much to Lelouch's joy. That baby had a huge set of legs to him. She lightly pet the red head Urajimiru got from his father, her husband, and was reminded that, underneath those eyelids, her own eyes stared back at her. Of her three children, Urajimiru was the only one to get her eyes. As she thought about this, Lelouch failed to notice the door to the room open. She did realize, however, that she was not the only one awake.
Without much thought, Lelouch grabbed the Mai blade that lay hidden beside the crib, turned around, and slashed through the area the intruder was to be. Thankfully, a hand was able to catch her skinny wrist before much damage could be inflicted. Yet, even knowing that her attack had managed to knick the intruder, Lelouch felt nothing but dread as she realized that the person she had attacked was none other than her husband and leader of the syndicate that she helped run, Luciano Bradley.
Luciano's face held a smile that did not reach his eyes. "Lelouch, honey, why did you attack me?"
Lelouch's body remained frozen before she found that she could talk. Licking her lips nervously, Lelouch bowed her head and looked down to Luciano's bare feet and plaid red pajama pants. "I—I thought you were an intruder. Especially since you didn't make any noise coming in." Lelouch felt a single drop of sweat run down the back of her neck.
Luciano seemed to relax fractionally before taking the blade from Lelouch's hand and made a slashing motion. Lelouch didn't feel the pain until after a good ten seconds. She had to hold back a whimper of pain as she watched the blood run down her forearm and to her elbow where it dropped onto the already red floor.
"Aw, darling, look at what you made me do. Hah, I guess I will have to punish you."
With that, Luciano dropped the bloodied blade onto the floor and practically dragged Lelouch out of the room.
Before Luciano could tell her no, Lelouch closed the door as quietly as she could behind them, knowing that Luciano wouldn't want her to silence the sounds she was about to make and grateful that, as long as the door was closed, the children's room was sound proof.
Luciano, not even thinking clearly anymore, brought Lelouch to one of the armchairs instead of the bed that was only a few more feet away. He quickly pushed her into it and, before she could get comfortable, Luciano ripped open her red silk robe to find her white babydoll dress. He let his large hand slide over her pale, yet bruised, legs while pushing up the hem of the dress.
Lelouch's breathing got heavy once more as her husband's filthy hands trailed up to her hips. Just when she thought he was going to pull her white, lacy underwear down, Luciano ripped his hands from her waist and brought them to the small, thin bridge that connected the cups that held her breasts. Before Lelouch could even protest, Luciano tore open her nightie and her generous breasts fell out. She could only gasp in pain and a small, tiny, distasteful hint of pleasure as Luciano grabbed the left with his hand while he played with the right one. Lelouch could only focus on trying to look pleased as Luciano suckled from her.
"Oh, yes, Luciano. Please, more!" Luciano grinned with satisfaction as he moved to the other bound and rolled the nipple in his fingers.
"That's my girl."
Eager to get this done, Lelouch rolled her hips up and towards the bulge in Luciano's pants. In her whiniest, yet needy, voice, Lelouch pleaded for something she never wanted. "Please, Luciano! I need your dick! Stick it in me! Treat me like a bitch!"
Inside, Lelouch felt shame and disgust at herself begin to boil over. She hated what she has become. She hated that she had to do this just to make sure he kept his side of the bargain made more or less nine years ago. She was able to remove herself from that line of thought just in time to see Luciano shred her panties with his bare hands and begin to pull down his pajama pants. When his dick came bouncing out, Lelouch tried to suck him, just to lube him up a bit, but was pushed down. Shit…!
Luciano grinned wickedly down at her. "Don't forget that this is still a punishment." He quickly grabbed hold of her leg and hip and used them as leverage. Without holding anything back, Luciano plunged right on in causing Lelouch to gasp out in real pain. Lelouch clenched her hand around the arm rests and tried to breathe through the pain while holding back the small tears. She wanted to hide her pain, but the moment Luciano let go of her leg and took her arm, Lelouch knew that her pain needed to be seen. She looked up at Luciano with teary eyes and all she saw was a monster that had stolen her and her friends' future.
"Hold on tight, Lelouch." And with that, Luciano pulled back and plunged right in.
"Ah! Ah! Ah! Luci-ah!-no!"
"God, Lelouch. Your cunthole is so good!"
And so it continued for the rest of that night.
When Lelouch woke up, she was bent awkwardly on the armchair and Luciano was sound asleep in their bed. With a wince, she brought herself up and carefully tried to stand. As expected, Lelouch fell to the floor with a small thump. And, like always, Lelouch continued to try to stand on her own two feet.
I wonder when the time will come when I can no longer stand on my own, Lelouch thought as she made her way over to the bathroom. She carefully turned on the water and made sure to put it on the hot side. As soon as she stepped in, Lelouch let out a sigh of relief. Lelouch carefully kneeled down and made sure that her long hair covered her bruised breasts while bowing her head.
The name of a green eyed boy slipped past her lips and disappeared into the thunder of the shower.
~1 year Later~
It was an entire year after that when Lelouch finally snapped. The day had started like any other. Lelouch woke up before the rest of her family to get rid of any evidence of last night's activities with Luciano. She got dressed and made sure to wake up Himawari, Senshi, and Urajimiru and get Urajimiru dressed while the twins dressed themselves. She would remind the twins to stay out of their "father's" way and to not speak unless spoken to. While Himawari merely nodded seriously with fear shining in her eyes, Senshi was more reluctant but said yes as well. The only one who didn't have a problem with Luciano was Urajimiru and that was only because Luciano was his biological father. Since Luciano's blood did not run through the twins, he treated them no better than dogs. It was on the day when Luciano had been elected to be one of the new members of the House of Representatives. It was the first time ever that a non-Japanese man was to be a part of the Diet so the media was all over it quickly. Luciano even went as far as to have a press conference. He made sure to bring along Lelouch and Urajimiru, showing that he was a "caring family man". Though, to the rest of the world, Himawari and Senshi did not exist. They merely stayed at home, learning what they could from their martial arts instructors who worked them to the bone.
It was all okay. Nothing should have set Luciano off. Nothing. But then, something did.
When Lelouch first saw him, she tried to keep her face natural and decided to merely focus on the red kimono she wore and the toddler in her lap. Yet, no matter how many times she tried not to, her gaze kept on going to his. Soon, even Luciano was able to discover just who she was looking at.
Suzaku Kururugi. Even at age twenty eight, he still managed to keep his somewhat boyish face. Lelouch herself thought that, by now she would have gained a few wrinkles. Fortunately, that was not the case. She looked just as vibrant and alive as she did when she was still in high school with him. Lelouch could not stop looking at him. And Suzaku himself could not stop looking at her. But not with the same wonder and happiness. His was that of anger, grief, and betrayal. Yes, Lelouch expected that from him and she didn't blame him one bit.
But, that did not matter. When she felt Luciano grab her hand, Lelouch felt her veins run cold with liquid fear. Thankfully, she was a bit used to this and managed to school her face into one of a loving glance. Yes, she could do this. She could control her emotions here. But, she knew that whatever was going to happen tonight was going to be some of the worst blows she has been dealt with for years. So, with the excuse of needing to go the restroom, Lelouch left Luciano to his own devices and gracefully walked to the nearest restroom for women. After making sure that the restroom was empty, Lelouch locked the door, set Urajimiru down, and brought out her phone. She quickly hacked into the police database and found the information she was looking for. She quickly brought out the pen and paper hidden in the sleeve of her kimono and wrote down the address before handing the paper to Vladimir who was simply staring up at her with a confused look while sucking hid thumb.
"Listen, Urajimiru, mommy needs you to do a favor for her." Vladimir nodded and kissed Lelouch on her cheek.
"Okay, Mommy."
Lelouch smiled before giving the paper to her youngest son. "Thank you. I need you to give this to Senshi and tell him to remember it in case anything bad happens. Tell him that after he remembers it, destroy it." Vladimir took a second before nodding. While getting Lelouch's purple yes he also ended up with her genius. The little boy then too the paper and stuffed it into his shoe before raising his arms in the universal message of "carry me". Lelouch could only laugh before picking him up, flushing a toilet, and exiting the bathroom. Lelouch was….disappointed to find out that Suzaku had left when they were gone.
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The moment the door was closed behind them and the curtains were pulled, Luciano grabbed Lelouch's arm, pulled back his own, and let the punch fly. Since she hadn't even put down Vladimir, he went down with her, crying out when his mother hit the floor. Lelouch herself stayed silent even though there were tears in her eyes that came from the pain of both the fall and punch.
She quickly let go of Urajimiru who rolled away and stood up while leaning over her. "I'm fine, Vladimir," Lelouch said, making sure that she doesn't say the Japanese version of his name. "Go find Girasole and Guerriero." Luciano chose that moment to grab Lelouch by her lung, beautiful hair and pulled her up.
"No, Vladimir, go get your brother and sister, I want them to be here to see this." Before Lelouch could object, Luciano sucker punched her and told Vladimir to go.
Soon, Luciano got into the rhythm of punching Lelouch. Anywhere within reach he punched. He only stopped when he heard Vladimir, Girasole, and Guerriero's gasps of surprise.
"Ah, I see you brought them, Vladimir. Great son. Thank you." Luciano then turned back to the twins with a malicious gleam in his eyes. "Now I want this to be a lesson for all of you." Luciano then reached for his hidden pocket knife and held Lelouch still. Lelouch could only watch through frightened purple eyes as Luciano cut through her only kimono. It was when he started to cut through the bra and panties did Lelouch understood what Luciano was going to do.
"NO! STOP IT!" She started to struggle with all her might but Luciano had too much of his weight on her. When she was able to land a kick on him, Luciano stopped beating around the bush and slapped her so hard, her head whiplashed. Lelouch could only stare in wide eyed shock and horror as Luciano pulled out his dick from his overly expensive pants and began to fuck her hard and deep. When she heard Himawari gasp, Lelouch then realized that Luciano had managed to make her bleed. Slowly, while he was in between thrusts, Lelouch was able to flip onto her belly somewhat, thus hiding whatever decency she had left from her children. She watched through pained eyes as her children watched their mother get raped. She snapped when she realized that Senshi was crying. Senshi never cried. He always tried to remain strong for his mother. And Luciano made Senshi cry. And suddenly, Lelouch had had enough. She mouthed "I love you" to the three kids, grabbed one of her wooden sandals and turned around to hit Luciano in the head with it. Moving while he was still in shock, Lelouch grabbed the nearest, heaviest object she could reach (the oar that held Luciano's mother's remains) and smashed it over his head causing him to black out. Lelouch stayed gasping there with wide eyes. She just broke the bargain. Without much of a plan, Lelouch ran to the master bedroom and threw open the closet doors. She could vaguely hear her children following after her but she paid it no mind as she began to change into something more decent for running. She only found a pair of her gray yoga pants, a white spaghetti shirt and a light blue sweatshirt she quickly stuffed some money into Senshi's pants as well as a printed document that held the username, password, and the URL of a website she created and then into Himawari's. They did not ask a single question and only observed her haste. She then quickly led her children back out of the house and soon they were on the streets. They had managed to get past the security guards but now they had to look for a safe place to hide.
As she thought, she came up with Suzaku's apartment. Luciano would think that she would want to keep him out of the situation so she wouldn't dare go near him. At least, that is what Lelouch hoped Luciano would think.
Yet, at the moment, all Lelouch could think was 'I'm free! I'm finally free!'
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Comments:
Yeah I know. There is probably a lot of mistakes, it's rushed, and has no clear plot. There is no reason to tell me what I already know. Still, I want to see how far I can take this.
P.S. I suck at lemon so yeah.
