Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. I just borrowed them to fulfill my own personal fantasies.
This is my first FanFic. Please be nice and give me some constructive criticism.
"Sara what were you thinking? Drinking and driving! I thought I knew you better than that."
"Gil I'm sorry. I'm fine. Just piss off would you!"
"What!? You think that just because you say sorry I'm going to go away. Tell me what's wrong Sara. I just don't understand what's going on with you."
"This is all your fault, you know! Since I told you how I felt you've been ignoring me. And so what I turned to the bottle. Why should you care anyways? You obviously don't care about me!"
"How could you think that? I do care about you that's why we cant be together. I know I hurt you but it wasn't intentional. I couldn't stand to think how you would feel if anything bad happened between us. I wouldn't want to cause you that kind of pain."
"Well you did and nothing will change that!"
By now Sara was in complete breakdown mode. Gil had never seen her like this before.
"Shh…… I love you Sara. I want to show you just how much, if you'll let me?"
I walked up to her and placed my hand on the side of her face and pulled her to me. When my lips met hers I feel her relax.
I kissed him back, I have wanted this for so long and still I couldn't believe it was real.
My hands slid up his chest. At the top I begin to unbutton his shirt. His skin is not how I thought it would be, instead it is soft and warm.
I slide my hands up, under her shirt, stopping momentarily at her breasts, she moans softly and I continue until her shirt is past her head.
Things move slowly. Its not rushed . Its like an exploration of each others body. Gentle.
I push her on to her bed, I slide my hands down her body to the waist band of her pants. I undo the button and slid them down her beautiful long legs.
He comes back up to my face. I just want to feel him. I struggle with the button on his pants. He pulls away and sheds his clothes. I finish taking off what is left on my body.
Both now completely naked , Gil works his way back up to Sara's mouth, leaving a trail of kisses up her stomach.
I can feel him, hard, against my leg, grinding lightly. I urge him to my center and gently squeeze. I hear him moan, I smile. I know that this is love. I know that he is making love to me and not just having sex with me. I love him. As I hit my peak I whisper into his neck-"I love you Gil."
When she tells me that she loves me I climax. I breathe that I love her but am not entirely sure if she heard me.
I kiss her hair and lay beside her. She falls asleep as do I.
I wake up shortly after and get dressed. I have to be at work so I head home and shower.
When I wake up Gil is gone. I rush to my bathroom and throw up. 'Does he regret it' keeps playing through my head. I get dressed and go to work. I have every intention of avoiding Gil but I am not so lucky.
"Catherine, Nick, Warrick. Robbery at a convenience store, five bodies. Sara you're with me, there was a body found at a resort. That's all."
I groan. I don't want to but I put on a happy face and hope that Gil wont say anything.
"Sara. I'm sorry I left this morning…um…night .I had to shower so I went home. I didn't want to wake you up."
"Whatever Gil. Can we just get to work please."
I am successful at avoiding him for the next week. I haven't been well and so I've been staying at home. Sometimes he comes to see me and I push him away. I feel bad but I don't know what else to do.
"Hey Cath…can I talk to you?"
"Sure Sar. What's up?"
"Well I did something really stupid, and now I'm pregnant. I don't know what to do."
"Its Gil's isn't it? I think you should tell him Sar. He loves you so much. He always talks about you. I know he would be happy to have a baby with you."
"Thanks Cath. Ill go talk to him then."
I hear a light knocking on my door.
"Come in! Oh. Hey Sara."
"Gil we need to talk. You remember a few weeks ago? Well I'm pregnant. I don't know what I'm going to do yet, but I thought I should tell you. Whatever my decision is."
"Sar. That's great. Unplanned and unexpected, but great. If you do decide to keep it, I will be there for you every step of the way. If you want me there."
"Thanks Gil. That means a lot to me. Like I said I don't know what I'm going to do yet. I promise I will tell you. Whatever my decision."
So will Sara keep the baby? How does Gil really feel? Will they stay together? Review and find out.
