Letters to Zack.
Dear Zack,
Yea, My Dear Dear Zack, why? I don't understand why you had to leave me. You could've hidden with me. You didn't have to leave me behind. I know this all sounds desperate, but there were so many things I didn't get to say. So many things I held back. Sometimes I wish I could switch roles, I would've done the same for you. I'd do anything for you. Wanna know why? I know it makes little difference now, but I loved Love you. You were my hero, my light. Those nights we spent together, talking for hours, laughing, sharing stories. Those were probably the greatest times of my life, any day I was near you was a good day. I feel like a big sap now. I don't like Tifa the way I told you I did, I never wanted you to look down on me, I wanted to appreatiate me, Glorify me. I was practically your student, I just wanted to be your star pupil, Ya know? I've never been so into someone before, not as I am you. Maybe I was and am stupid for thinking you might ever feel the same way. Which I know now You never will. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to protect your girlfriend. Atleast you have her now right? It's a cruel world we live in. it's my fault any of this happned. I could've done something Zack, I could've helped you. WHY DID'NT YOU WAKE ME UP? Why did you have to go? It's not fair. Nothing can ever go my way! I wasn't meant to know you. If it weren't for me , you'd be alive now, and happy. I wish sometimes it was me who had died. It would be better that way, atleast you were important and played an important role in the lives of so many. You changed mine completely. Thank you. I'm so honored to be the one to follow your plans through, I'm sorry if I'm not doing well enough, it's hard… following and leading through footsteps of someone who was so ambitious. My reason to ever be anything was you in the first place, it's hard to follow through when I don't have your example to follow anymore, you maybe gone, but you'll never be forgotten. I will tell everyone of your sacrifice, your goals, your dreams, your story. Someone very wise once told me. "Embrace your dreams, if you want to be a hero, you need to have dreams." I never wanted to be a hero, you gave me your dreams and that's why I was able to do what I've done, Without you pushing me, I probably would've been sent home, and never able to have the oppertunites I did. Zack, Thank you, for everything you've done. Did it hurt? Dying I mean, or was it just another adventure? I wonder what heavens like; it's probably great considering you're there. I guess one day we'll meet officially again. But don't leave me? Please?
Love Always,
Cloud Strife
