I didn't want to hurt people anymore

Not after what she said

"Why do you want to hurt anybody…when you play such beautiful music on your flute!!"

Miaka…she was so kind to everyone…even me

Even after she found out that I was a Celestial Warrior of Seiryu

That I was a Spy

"Your flute shouldn't be used to hurt people!"

I fell off that ledge on purpose

I guess that seemed obvious

Didn't it?

That's why I'm saying this in the first place

I was surprised by what Miaka had said

"You cheered us up! You soothed our hearts!"

She was the first person that I had ever been loved by

Except, of course, for my brother Suboshi

I was so helpless

Not to mention stupid

If I hadn't fell

If I hadn't been so scared and confused

Maybe… I could've helped her…

Helped her save the world

Qu-Dong fought for power

Miaka fought for love

Now…

When I finally think about it

I shouldn't have fallen