"Fuck" I yelled, as the blood started running down my leg.
"Hey honeys are you all right in there," asked my mum out side the door while I was trying to get it to stop bleeding. I was so stupid I had cut my self with my razor and there was a lot of blood.
"Yeah I'm fine just got shampoo in my eyes," I lied turning off the shower. I got out and warped my leg with a towel. I should have been paying attention but I was to busy thinking about going to this stupid camp. I looked at my shorts and decided I should probably weir some long jeans to hid my cut because if my mum sore she would not let me go. I mean I don't want to go camping but it will be a chance to see my best friend for the fist time in two years. I looked at my cut it was not deep but was bleeding a lot. I went into my bed room and put a band aid on it.
"What to weir," I said to myself as I went through my cupboard and decided to weir a bra with love hearts all over it and matching undies, a ping tank top and some skinny jeans. I looked at myself in the mirror and straitened my hair put some light make up when I decided I was dissent and packed my stuff.
"Hurry up, or you will miss the bus to camp," yelled my dad from the car. I had to drive to Rachel's (my best friend) house and then we would catch the bus from there. I ran out to the car and put my stuff in the boot. As we were driving I became really excited to see Rachel she was the only person I could act my self around. At school I would were a ton of make up and acted like a slut so I could be popular, I used to be a nerdy weirdo so I decided I had to change to fit in so I was now one of the most popular people in the school I went out with boy but they only liked me for how I looked on the out side and wanted to have sex with me, but when I was with Rachel I could be inside me. She had moved school and I had lost contact with her but a couple of days ago she invited me to go camping with her.
"Were here," said my dad stopping the car. I looked at her house it was the same as I remembered white with a blue door and a lot of window's her parents were really 'save the environment' kind of people so they used natural stuff.
"Ok honey we will see you in four months," said my mum as they drove away. I could not believe this camp lasted four whole months. I really hated camping. I knocked on the door and Rachel mother answered.
"Hi Bella," said letting me in. I sore Rachel running down the stairs and she ran over to me and gave a hug.
"Hi," I said as we stopped hugging each other.
"OMG I missed you so much," she said smiling at me then out of the kitchen came her big brother Emmet. When he sore me he came over and gave me a bear hug.
"Can breathe," I gasped and he put me down.
"How you been B," he asked. Emmet was 2 years older than me.
"Fine," I said staring at how much he had grown.
"Hey wasn't it you birthday a couple of day's ago," said Emmet.
"Yeah, I turned 17 last Monday," I said.
"I am so sorry I totally forgot," said Rachel that hurt a bit, but I guess it's not her fault.
"No it's ok," I said. We were quit for a minute.
"So do you want to come to my room until the bus comes," asked Rachel.
"I'd love to," I said smiling I had not seen her room for two years I bet it had changed mine definitely had. We went up stair and into her room, it was completely different she used to have the periodic table of elements on her wall but now she had hot guys with no shirt on.
"Holly cow," I mumbled looking at her improved room I loved it.
"So do you like it," she asked.
"I don't like," I said seeing this made her sad, "I love it," I yelled she giggled. Then I heard my phone ding at me because I had a message, I looked who it was from it was from Jamie Herte, he's my boyfriend I open the text:
Hey babe
Do u want to come to my house and
have some fun on my bed. By the way it's
a double bed.
Jamie was one of the most popular guy's in the school and he asked me to go out with him if I had said no I would have died. All he wanted was to have sex with me, which I had not done with anyone yet and did not plan to until I met the man of my dreams but I did not think he would take no for an answer for much longer. I would make out with him a lot like 10 times a day but since the holidays started I had not seen him much I had gone to see a movie with him but I had no idea what it was because he spent the whole time kissing me. I could tell he was going to dump me if I did not have it with him soon and if he dumped me I would be so uncool so I would have sex with him soon. I know I sound like a total slut and that's it's not that bad to be uncool or unpopular but at my school it was I went to Jewell's public school and if you were uncool there you would be bullied, beaten and the teachers don't care if you are smart they grade you on how popular you are which is really stupid.
Sorry hottie but I am really busy
for a while see u when I get back.
I pressed send.
"So who was that," asked Rachel.
"Oh that was my boyfriend," I said putting my phone in my pocket.
"Really who," she asked with wide eyes.
"Um Jamie Herte," I said.
"OMG really he was like the hottest guy in the school you are so lucky," she said with a giggle. "Look the bus is here," she yelled grabbing her stuff I was glad that we did not have to continue that convocation. I grabbed my bag and headed to the bus. When I got on I sore a bunch of guy's staring at me and a lot of girl giving me death glares but I did not care I was used to it. I sat down next to Rachel and we were on our way to Camp Twi.
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