Mordecai wants me to go before the king, o but Lord, if I do this I will die.

Even when I walk through the dark valley of death, I will not be afraid for you are close beside me, your rod and staff they comforts me. Psalms 23:4

Lord I know you are there but if I die I will be a help to no one and if I don't generation upon generation I will be the Jew people make jests about!

I trust in you my God! Do not let me be disgraced, or let my enemies rejoice in my defeat. Psalms 20:2

Yes, I will go before Xerxes, maybe it is as Mordecai said,maybe I have been exalted to the palace for such a time as this. (Esther 4:14b)

He renews my strength. He guides me along the right paths, bringing honor to his name. Psalms 23:3

I will go even though it is strictly forbidden, and will plead for my life and the lives of my people.

And if I perish, I perish

Esther 4:16