Broken, Beat & Scarred for life
You always here "what don't kill you makes you more strong", I agree with this. When your heart breaks, you overcome it, no matter how hard it was. Getting over a fear, like of the dark…I got over that fear by sleeping over at a friend's house, she didn't have a night light, so I sleep in the dark…and now I feel stronger…and it didn't kill me. It may take awhile for you to get over something that happened to you, but you will…hopeful I can get over this thing that is bothering me…it is tearing me up inside. Finding this out…this life changing thing…really…makes you think…maybe even regret a choose I made, but I don't want to regret it in a way…a strange and sick way…I like that it happened, to some extent.
Something happened between me and my now ex boyfriend Caleb Danvers. You see him and I were together for 2 years, we even grew up together, along with all of the other sons of Ipswich.
About a month ago, I found out some information…about my real Father. He died about 6 weeks ago, I was told nothing about my father, I always had no clue who he was, neither did my mother, and he had no clue that he had a Daughter…until 8 weeks ago, they did a DNA test, I had no clue that this was going on…like I said I never heard about my father until a month ago. But there is something else to the story…my father's name took me by surprise…not only to me.
My father's name was…William James Danvers. Yes that is right…Caleb is my half Brother…and my ex boyfriend.
For the last month I have been living with my mother in Canada, far far away from Ipswich…I haven't even seen or talked to anyone from there. Caleb is not as uncomfortable with the fact that we are brother and sister, but it is to awkward to be around each other, now that we know the truth. I don't know if I will ever go back to Ipswich…but I may just have to, like the song goes "Rise Fall down Rise again", Rise when I was with Caleb and live was good, Fall Down when I found out about my real father, making Caleb and I siblings, and now I have to Rise Again, make my live like it was before…happy. I will be "Breaking your teeth on the hard life coming", when I see everyone again…especially Caleb.
