When I touched her face again, i felt like i had waited for this a whole lifetime, everything i've went through up until now, came down to this moment and I couldn't stop my fingers from trembling, when the cold rain ran down on me.
When she looked at me the way she did, immitating my actions, her fingers carefully cupping my cheeks, smiling ever so slightly, i felt like all the pain i had bottled up for the past few month vanished in a blink of an eye.
It was all gone. There were no threats, no regrets, there were no other people, there was just a huge bubble of security surrounding me and the person in front of me.
Nothing ever seemed to have happened except the fact that I had to be on my own for two and a half month without her by my side.
I thought I would never see you again...I'll always be with you!
All there was in this mess was us. No doubt about it.
She made it all go away, like she always did. Like i always felt, when she was with me.
Content. Safe. Confident. Loved. Immortal.
It was like as if nobody could ever harm me again, like nobody could ever take that feeling away from me and it was all mine.
She was all mine. She was my universe. She was my sky, my ground, my air and my blood.
She was my everything. She was the world i always knew I wanted know. The world I had dreamed of and never thought i could have until I stepped into her life and she in mine.
There was no pain anymore.
My lungs didn't feel heavy. I didn't have trouble breathing. I was not concerned. I didn't feel sorry anymore .
There was nothing left. All i could feel and see, were her beautiful green eyes staring at me and that was all i needed.
That was all I ever wanted to experience again. It was enough. My fight was over right then and there, because we were together.
My fingers started to hurt, when i grabbed her coat...my knuckles turned white, but I didn't care, because it meant that this was real, that I could feel and have her close to me again.
She felt smooth, warm.
No words could actually describe what was going on in my body. I didn't even know I would be capable of feeling that way...
Could that even be possible? Obviously.
Her skin, so even, so breathtakingly delicate, yet so fragile...As I remembered.
Her heavy breathon my face felt intoxicating, like it did, the first time we were so close, if not more...
It was comforting and for the first time in a very long time i was sure i was home. Finally home. Finally with her at the end of a long, painful journey.
I made it. It had all come down to this. Me and her. Her and me. Reunited. Right here. Right now.
„I love you. You are my heart", I whispered before i closed my eyes and i felt the most beautiful lips pressed to mine.
„I love you, too!".
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