If you saw my other story for Harry's twin sister, you would understand this story. It involves my OC Carlette.

Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on When people all stare I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk

'What did you and Oliver break up?' Hermione would ask me.

'Oh, we just moved on.' I'd put on a forced smile, but I am breaking inside.

I walked down the corridors with my head down and my books against my chest.

I noticed people stare at me and I ignored them, trying to keep their whispers out of my ears.

Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue Pretend I'm okay with it all Act like there's nothing wrong

I could see you talking to your friends and you turn your head in my direction, staring back at me with sadness that said 'I'm sorry'.

I wanted to speak out and confess my undying love for you, but I just swallowed my pride and bit my tongue.

I just walked passed you and held my head up high, trying to convince everyone that I am okay.

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

Everyone was at dinner, but I decided to stay in the dormitory. I sat on my bed and I picked up my diary and started writing furiously into it, tears fell from my eyes as I shut them tightly.

Sobs escaped my mouth and I started crying hysterically. My head shot up when I felt someone's presence.

Hermione was infront of me and I didn't brother to explain. She sat down next to me and I looked up at her.

"Is it over yet?" I said brokenly, tears streaming down my face and squeezed my eyes shut. "Can I open my eyes? Is this how hard as it gets?"

Hermione wrapped her arms around me into a hug and I cried heavily into her shoulder while she rubbed my back into soothing circles.

'Hermione?' I whisper.

'Yes?' She answers back.

'Is this what it feels like to really cry?'

"I have see people cry before over heartbreaks before, but you are the one that cried harder for a boy.' She murmured back. I my face into her shoulder and continued to cry.

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart Yeah what do I care If they believe me or not

'Why don't you too see each other anymore?' Everyone would ask.

'We just grew apart.' I would lie. Some looked convinced and the other half wasn't fooled, but what do I care?

Whenever I feel Your memory is breaking my heart I'll pretend I'm okay with it all Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles I'm lying, they know it Why won't this just all go away

I kept telling everyone the same thing every fuckin time they asked the samething.

They know I'm lying. I still hear the whispers. Still feeling the stares. The look of pity. The looks that I hate so much. Everything was crumbling down and nothing this year was not going really the way I want it.

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry Cry

I couldn't take my own pain away and no one was really helping. Although Hermione has been understanding, but she didn't let someone steal her heart just to have it stomped on. I was waiting for my classmates to leave while in charms and waited for Professor Flitick to leave as everyone went to lunch. I stayed back in the classroom for a little while. I stopped to think about a couple days ago, right after the Qudditch Final. He had finally told me how he started to feel about me and then lastly his stupid ex-girlfriend shows up and he breaks up with me. I just thought we could finally see how we could work out. I slid down against the closed door and hugged my knees to my chest. I buried my face in my arms and cried harder than I ever did.