"Heartlines"-A Twilight Fancfiction
Hey! So, I used to totally dislike Twilight. But recently my friend gave me the series to read, and I have to say...I'm loving it more and more everyday. Except the whole Bella/Edward thing...I'm not for that pairing. . Anyway, I don't know what to make of the relationships between Bella and Jacob and Renesmee! So, I thought I'd give it my own take. I haven't decided how steamy this is going to get (as a whole), so I'll just rate it T until further notice. This is just the prologue; something I had in my mind and totally had to write down. It's set right when Jacob imprints on Renesmee, and it will go from there. I know it's short, but it's just the prologue! Enjoy!
Prologue
Light. Sweet, blinding, but unwelcome light. It enveloped me, and consumed me completely. I had lost myself in those beautiful, chocolate brown eyes once again. They were exactly like Bella's. Deep pools of golden haze were all I could see, and I could not tear myself to look away. Part of me didn't want to. The other part of me was so shocked that the gravity of what had happened didn't fully register in my mind.
But how could it? This thing that had so captured me was not supposed to have. No, I don't think I would have ever anticipated this. I never wanted to. Now, though, there was this deep metal chain linking me to this girl that I don't think I could ever break. I knew that deep down I didn't want to. But there was this residual fury growing inside at myself for this. It wasn't compulsory, of course, why would it have been? It was unbreakable now, I knew. No matter how hard I wanted it to be. No matter how hard I fought and tried this was never going to go away. How could I live with myself for doing this? Why had fate suddenly struck me with another fatal blow? Was I destined to be in nothing but strife with this damn family for my entire life?
If only Bella hadn't smiled at me so much to make me stay. If only I wasn't filled with this eternal sense of complete joy when she looked at me in that way. If only I wasn't such a complete fool to believe that this actually meant something anymore. If only I had stayed away when I had the chance. I never wanted to see this happen. I never wanted to see Bella so completely engorged by that leech's spawn. I never wanted to hear her screams as the monster ripped her inside out. I never wanted to hear her ribs cracking as it grew so disproportionably fast. I never wanted to hear her heart falter and die as I held her in my arms. I never wanted her to give that satanic kind of birth to the hybrid child.
And I certainly never wanted to imprint on it.
Just a little drabble so far, I know, but it will get much longer. Don't worry.
