CHAPTER ONE

Adam's POV

"Are you okay Adam, you haven't even touched your food?" My mom asks, wakening me from my trance while we are sitting down to dinner on a Sunday night

All I can manage is a nod yes

"Are you sure? You've barely said a word this whole weekend and now your not eating. I'm worried about you." My mom says

"Yeah, I'm just tired, that's all. May I be excused?" I say becoming aggravated that she keeps questioning me

"Yeah, sure honey." My mom says as I get up and walk upstairs to my room. I immediately close the door, blast some music, and lay on my bed just staring at the ceiling.

I don't want to have to face her tomorrow. I keep playing her words over and over in my head. "I've decided to accept my parents help…I'm going to try the therapy. I can't choose you over my family, my faith. I'm confused…you confused me. The therapy could work, I have to try. It's for the best…I'm sorry Adam."

I've spent my entire weekend moping around, trying not to think about our bad break up. The only problem is that I can't stop thinking about the girl that dumped me. Becky.

Anytime I close my eyes, there she is. I see the girl that I was falling for…hard. I try to stay awake at night so that I don't have to see her face again, but a guy can only stay awake for so long. It's always around 3:30 am when I finally fall asleep which gives me a whole 2 and a half hours of shuteye.

I wake up to see my flashing alarm clock. It's 6:00 am. I get up and head straight to my bathroom. Surprisingly, I don't look too bad for only getting a couple hours of sleep. I begin to stare at myself in the mirror.

You need to stop moping around and feeling sorry for yourself. When I go to school today, I want to look good. I want her to realize she made a mistake when she broke up with me. I'm going to get her back…I have to get her back.

What better way to look good than to wear new clothes?

Drew's closet will have to do.

I walk into Drew's old closet where he still has a few of his shirts and jackets hanging. My mom made him keep some clothes here in case he decides to ever move back in.

I grab Drew's black long sleeve shirt, gray hoodie, and black leather jacket out of his closet. I put them on with my black skinny jeans and turn to look in the mirror against Drew's wall. I know I look better than I usually do which immediately starts to give some of my confidence back.

I head back to my bathroom and open the drawer under the sink revealing my hair gel.

Might as well try a new hairstyle while I'm at it.

Instead of gelling my hair the usual way that I do it, I decide to gel it more into a spiked up look. Almost the way Drew's hair is, but not as dramatic. After I am finally done getting ready, I take one more look in the mirror. It was one of those moments where you know you look good. I just hope other people think so too, and as in other people, I mean Becky.

Once I enter Degrassi, I head straight to Eli's locker.

"Whoa, dude, you look…different." Eli says

"A good different?" I say wondering if my new look is too much

"No no no, I mean…(whisper) let's just say that if I was a girl, I would be into you." Eli says as he begins to laugh at how weird that sounded coming out of his mouth

"Thanks I guess." I chuckle

"Does this sudden change have to do with Becky?" Eli asks

He hit the target right on the head. Just hearing him say her name made me cringe at the thought of what she said to me last week, right before we broke up.

"Yeah, I guess so. I woke up this morning and realized that what we had was amazing and I can't just let her go. I'm gonna fight to get her back, even if it means I have to wait for her to realize that." I say

"You were the best thing to ever happen to Becky, I hope everything works out man." He says as we begin to walk down the hall to homeroom.

Becky's POV

Once I get to school, I head straight to my locker where I see that Jenna is waiting for me. Just as I get to my locker, Jenna immediately hugs me. This is the first time I have seen her since my breakup with Adam. I knew she had heard about it…I mean the entire school found out about it. After a mere 20 seconds, she finally lets me go.

"Becky, I'm really sorry about you and Adam, are you okay?" Jenna asks quietly

"I feel better, but I know that I still like him a lot. I keep telling myself I'm just confused, but it doesn't feel that way. I spent my entire weekend at this therapy that my parents recommended. And when I wasn't at therapy, I was locked in my room crying my eyes out. I just can't get that look of hurt in his eyes out of my head. I don't know what I'm going to do when I see him during chemistry." I say on the verge of tears

"Becky, I just wanted to tell you before you hear it from someone else, but I saw Adam this morning and don't take this the wrong way, but he looks good…and I mean like really good…as in hot." Jenna says trying not to offend me

"What do you mean?" I say confused

"Like he is wearing different clothes, his hair is spiked up…he just looks really different. He doesn't look like the same guy you were dating a week ago." Jenna says

"Well, thank you for telling me, but me and Adam are over and he can do whatever he wants. Come on lets go to homeroom before we're late."

As we begin to walk to homeroom, I see him. He is with Eli and is walking right toward us. I barely even recognize him at first.

Is that really Adam? Jenna was right, he does look good. No Becky, don't say that, you're confused, she is a girl, and you need to understand that.

Eli is laughing at a joke that Adam just said and Adam looks straight at me as we are passing each other. Our gaze definitely lasts longer than it should have, but I can't help but look at him.

He must have noticed that I was staring at him and that I noticed his new look cause at the very last second before we passed each other he gave me this flirty smirk that sent chills down my whole body.

Why do I still feel attracted towards him?...I mean her? We broke up…I initiated the break up, but why does he still have that affect on me, of giving me chills and making me melt?

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