You smile at me

A smile I love and live to see

But not this one

This is a smile I hate

Its a forced smile

Horribly twisted and forced

I look at you wishing I could help

Your sitting there looking totally happy and content

But I can tell

Your emotions are like a storm

Sadness, Guilt, Hate, Self loathing

All those are painful to be seen in your eyes

Your beautiful Amheyst eyes

How I love to see happiness and love shine in them

But now they seem so tired and dead

Your smile does not reach your eyes

How they sadden me so much to see this

Your beautiful Ahmeyst eyes are clouded with negativity.

I want to help you

If only you would tell me things

I want to comfort you

Tell you your not a monster

Tell you how much I love you

I want to hold you and mummur sweet nothings to you

But you wont let me near your heart

You tell me everyday that im so cold

To open my heart towards you

But you are a hyprocrite Tsuzuki

Your heart is always to closed and far away

Locked safely in a treausure chest with its keys thrown away

I hope to find the key one day

I hope to find the key and open that box

When I open that box I will find your heart

Your broken torn heart

I will heal it with the love I feel for you

If only I could find the key to your heart