never ever wanted to grow up
this bad, did you even think
life could get this bad?

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put yourself on a pedestal
your whole life, don't
be afraid if it starts to crumble,
don't you deserve it?

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can't last on your father's name
gotta be your own person,
please be your own person,
learn to be your own person

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sometimes we sit at
the curb and we have to
watch the world
and try to understand

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how is it you get
everything but she gets the boy?
how is it that the whole time
you were just another toy?

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nail polish and dresses
and heels whatever
it doesn't matter
the universe can be at your feet
but he'll still be light years away

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chloe right now would you mind
growing up?
this is a good time to start
growing up

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nobody will ever want you,
you're worthless
try and try again until you
are drowning and she's floating

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childhood friends&
little hugs&
cheek kisses later
you've lost