That was it. My life was over. He was… Gone. The emotion that devoured me was over whelming. Everything began to spin as the darkness enveloped me mercifully. I felt myself collapse.

I woke what seemed like only seconds later, but the sky had been covered. I think. I couldn't see anything. The clouds could have just done a good job of covering up the sun. Of course it had. Covered up my son. My beautiful angel was gone. I felt tears running down my cheeks, and a burning pain inside my chest, I couldn't breath. Soon enough aching sobs were ripping through my chest. Leaving me shaking pitifully on the wet cold ground. Wet, cold. The two things I had before hated with such a passion had become my life. The wetness of my home, and the coldness of my only sun. I felt so cold and weak.

Something was suddenly hovering over me. I think it was a person. I couldn't tell, I could barely see at all. I was amazed I could figure that much out. Over the darkness, blurred vision from my tears, and the sobbing. When she spoke her voice took me off guard and I choked.

"Bella." Rosalie bent down and put her hand on my shoulder. I should have shivered, but her cold hand was surprisingly comforting. I didn't understand why she was being so nice, or why she was here. But whatever the reason I didn't want her to leave.

I tried to look up at her, but no matter how many times I wiped the tears from my eyes, new ones came to take their place.

"Bella, sweetheart what happened? Everyone is very worried about you." She was sitting at my head, petting my face.

"R-Rosalie?" I stuttered between sobs.

She pulled me onto her lap carefully. "Bella, what happened?" She pulled me close to her and I could feel her tension. She was obviously only trying to keep me calm until I told her all about… him.

My tears came faster and I could barely breathe between my broken sobs. Something was missing inside of me. I knew what it was. But I couldn't admit it to myself.

"Bella, I understand if you don't want to talk to me. But this is very important. Edward is missing." Then she quickly added an ending to that statement, "And you are obviously very upset." So that's what it was. Well obviously she'd be worried about her brother. I guess putting up with me for a while was worth getting her answers.

"H-he's g-g-gone." I could barely get the words out. I sobbed more loudly now.

"Gone where? Bella please tell me." She pleaded.

"He doesn't want me." I could feel the darkness closing in on me again. But it hesitated as sudden motion startled me. I was still in her arms, but she wasn't on the ground anymore. We were moving. Fast. Through the trees. I've never experienced a better thrill than being carried by a Vampire.

"It's alright Bella. You'll be fine." She hugged me closer.

How could she say that? She never knew what it was like to lose the one you loved. My soul, my whole life was taken away from me all in the same minute. I was left with a hole where my heart should have been. I was broken.

It seemed like hours, but what could only have been minutes, before we broke through the trees and into a large clearing.

"Bella!" I heard a deep familiar voice call. I looked up into Jacob's eyes. His shaking hands grabbed me and ripped me out of Rosalie's arms. "Bella! Are you ok?" He was hysterical.

"I'm fine Jacob." That was nothing but a lie. He obviously didn't fall for it. He knew me better than that.

"Bella, what happened?" He looked on the verge of tears. I must have looked awful.

Sobs began chewing me apart yet again. I shook nastily and Jacob held me tighter to him chanting what was meant to be comfort into my ear.

A bunch of men and women emerged from the other side of the trees. I recognized some of them. Mr. and Mrs. Newton were there, and some of the Quileute boys, Charlie, and the most beautiful of them all, Carlisle.

"Bella! Bella! What happened to you?!" I heard Charlie scream.

"She's fine, I don't think she's hurt. The blood- Rosalie Cullen found her." Jacob reluctantly handed me to my hysterical father.

Carlisle walked with him to my house. Jacob followed silently behind them, closely followed by Rosalie.

I didn't realize we were home until I felt a soft surface beneath me, which turned out to be the couch.

Carlisle was kneeling beside me. "Are you hurt Bella? What happened to you?" He had my hand and was carefully checking my pulse. Rosalie hovered over my head with a flash light and was checking to see if my pupils were properly dilated. I couldn't cry any more. I was empty.

"I'm, I'm, very tired. I want to go to bed now." I said sitting up slowly. As I stood I waited for my head to clear, when it didn't I took a careful step only to find the floor swirling up at my face. Three pairs of hands were suddenly on me. And all at the same time I heard two people saying that they'd help me upstairs. In the end it was Jacob who helped me.

I woke up in the dark. There was something cold on my forehead. When I opened my eyes it disappeared, and I saw beautiful topaz eyes staring down at me.