So after a long day, the SVU Squad decided to go to the bar, get a few drinks, kick back and relax. Maybe some karaoke depending on moods. Detective Amanda Rollins was game to go. She figured what the hell? She wasnt doing anything after work and it definitely beat going home and being bored and alone. Besides the rest of the squad had gotten the lieutenant to go. All the more reason for Amanda to join them. What noone knew was she had a huge crush on the lieutenant. Come on you dont get any hotter than Olivia Benson. Amanda got a lil warm just thinkin bout it.
Fin waved his hand in front of Amanda. "Hey boo, you see something you like?" Amanda smiled, giving a coy response. "Maybe." She kept her eyes on the tall, busty brunette. Fin still trying to get her attention. It was a blessing she had gotten to go home after work and shower. The case they had, the perp was shot millimeters from Amanda's face. She was covered in the blood. Was disgusting, as she was in the hot shower Fin had text her to meet up for a night out. He really wanted to check on her and make sure she was okay. He told her everyone was going including Benson.
Amanda thought as taking her shower what was she going to wear? She really couldnt wear her usual bar get ups as they were how do you politely say 'a tad trashy', but it was what she wore when she wanted to come home with company. She was a bit hot from earlier, so she reached for her toy to take care of her needs. She really wanted a certain someone but for now this would suffice. As she got out the shower, her phone went off. This time it was Benson, "please tell me you're coming. I got coerced to join the boys for a night out. Dont make me be the only female." Amanda chuckled as she read her text. 'Oh she was coming alright, but Liv didnt need to know that.' "Yes Lieutenant. Ill be there. You wont be the only female there. I'm just home getting ready."
Amanda finished getting ready. She had decided on wearing a short black tank dress and heels. Noone from work had really seen her dressed up, but she figured while goin there for a night out with the crew she could also look around at potential suitors especially if she couldnt get the attention of one in particular. That's right she was all about getting Benson's attention. The thought of her lips on Liv's and their legs tangled together, she scolded herself 'Shit Amanda quit that, you'll never get out of here if you dont.'
Amanda finally headed to the bar. Hoping she looked okay. She really wanted to impress a certain brunette. When she got there, she was the last of her crew to arrive. Olivia caught sight of her walking toward them and gave a look of relief that she didnt have to put up with the guys alone. Olivia was watching the blonde as she made her way to their table. Carisi looked over. "Damn Rollins, you meeting a hot date here?" Amanda chuckled, eyes sparkling "maybe." Liv pushed him gently, "Carisi..." He looked at Liv. "Well Lieu she does look really hot." Amanda smiled and blushed lightly. Her accent coming through when she spoke. "Why thank you Carisi." Liv shook her head at the flirting. Fin had finally come over and joined. "Hey hey Amanda, you finally showed up." Whistling as he looked at her. "Damn girl! You lookin hot tonight." Amanda smiled. "So Fin, you gonna impress us with your musical talents?" He took a sip of his beer. "Nahh boo, you're the one with the voice here. How bout you go wow us?" Manda cocked her head at him and he winked. Thinking to herself she wondered 'does he know?' Manda took a swig of her beer. "Maybe I'll go and show off my talent after I get a shot."
Amanda decided to get brazen and play footsie under the table. She got Liv a few times. When Liv looked over at her Amanda gave the look like "oops sorry". Fin knew Amanda could sing and kept daring her. "Hey Manda, I'll buy you a drink and a shot if you get up there and wow this crowd. She told him she would get up there, that she didnt dress up for nothing, she just had to pick the perfect song. He asked her if she had someone in mind that she was going to think of and she teased him by telling him real women never tell. He just laughed at him. She thought of the perfect song. Might actually tell Liv how she felt. Oh well here goes nothing she thought. She excused herself and went up to the mic and told them what to play. It happened to be "Whatever You Do, Don't" by Shania Twain.
Deep in Denialville
Tryin' a' fight the way I feel
I go jello when you smile
I start blushin'-my head rushin'
If you stand too close to me
I might melt down from the heat
If ya' look my way one more time
I'm gonna go out of my mind
Whatever you do...
Don't even think about it!
Don't go and get me started!
Don't you dare drive me crazy!
Don't do that to me baby!
You stop me in my tracks
My heart pumpin' to the max
I'm such a sucker for your eyes
They permanently paralyze
Whatever you do...
Don't even think about it!
Don't go and get me started!
Don't you dare drive me crazy!
Don't do that to me baby!
(Whatever you do, don't do that to me)
You got my heart under attack
You give me shivers down my back
D'ya have to walk the way you do?
I get weak just watchin' you
Whatever you do...
Don't even think about it!
Don't go and get me started!
Don't you dare drive me crazy!
Don't do that to me baby!
Don't do that-don't do that
As she sang, she kept looking at Liv. Since Liv had never heard her sing before she was in complete awe. The way Amanda sounded, and the way she looked, Liv couldnt take her eyes off of the petite blonde. That raspy country voice, the woman could cut a country track if she really wanted to. Fin decided he was going to record the performance. Amanda was really into it, lost in her own lil world so to speak. Yeah the crowd was cheering at her voice and the way she commanded them. Who knew the petite blonde had pipes like this. But while they were fixed on her, Amanda had eyes for only one person in the bar. Sick shit was she didnt even know if Liv was even that way. After she finished she bowed and thanked everyone. She went to sit down. Fin smiled "Well holy shit Rollins. Guess I really do owe you that drink and shot. Whatcha havin partner?" Amanda was looking at Liv thinking 'I want her in my bed, fucking til morning light.' shaking her head as that thought could get her into trouble, fun trouble, but trouble non the less. "Ill take a whiskey on the rocks. For a shot I'll take a kamakaze shot." Carisi looked at her "Hell Rollins, you go right for the hard stuff." Amanda laughed, "No other way to do it. I'm from the south remember?" Carisi laughed. "You are something Rollins." Liv looked at Amanda, "Thats a hell of a voice you got on you." Amanda blushed. "Thanks Liv, you thought I was good here, you should hear me in the shower." Amanda bit her lip after she realized what she said. Thank god Fin came back over to the table with her drink and shot. Amanda smiled, "Thanks partner." He nodded. "I keep my promises Rollins."
After a lil bit and a few more drinks Manda was pretty buzzed. She still knew all what she was doing, she was just feeling really good. She excused herself to the ladies room, feeling the wrath of the booze on her bladder. She was in a few minutes, also trying to gather herself cause the more she looked at Liv, the hotter she got and it wasnt just in her face. Looking at Liv was making her 'hot and wet' so to speak.
Since the boys were in a conversation bout some damn video games that Liv knew nothing about she decided to go see what was keeping Amanda. She had said when she asked Amanda if she was going that she didnt want to be the only female with them, and case in point they proved why with their gamer talk.
She walked to the restroom and found Amanda coming out of the stall. "Hey Manda, you okay?" Amanda turned around to face Liv. "Hey Liv, yeah I'm fine. You didnt have to come check on me." Liv smiled, "Ah it got me away from the boys and their gamer talk. How do you deal with that all day Manda?" Amanda chuckled. "It's not easy, I just tune em out half the time." Liv had moved closer to Amanda for some reason. "So you can sing your ass off. You picked a good song. Can I ask how come it felt like you were singing it to me?" Amanda snickered "Im supposed to make everyone feel that Liv. Called karaoke." Liv nodded "maybe so Rollins, but it sure as hell felt like you were singing to me. Like there was a message to me in those particular lyrics." Amanda couldnt take it anymore and stepped to Liv, taking her lips into hers. Tongue probing Liv to open and let her have access. Liv having a few drinks herself, went along with this. Liv decided to push Rollins gently against the wall. Kissing her hard, Amanda's hands starting to caress down Liv's body. It was getting heated and fast. Hands were caressing everywhere. Kisses getting more and more heated. Manda could feel Livs hands on her bare back and it sent shivers down her spine making her more languid. They kept kissing til Liv broke the kiss. You could see the lusty haze in the blondes blue eyes. Amanda looked confused huskily she asked "Why'd you stop?" Liv looked at her, she had to be the reasonable one. "Amanda we cant do this." Amanda put her hand on Liv's chest, "Why not? We are grown-ups, both of us mature, so why stop?" Liv pushed Amanda back gently. She didnt want to hurt the blonde but she knew this behavior was wrong. "Amanda we just cant." Amanda looked at her, clearly hurt. Feeling like a first class ass she moved away from Liv. "One thing Liv, this was definitly not one sided. You wanted this just as much as I did." Amanda walked out of the restroom. Hurt and humiliation written clear across her face. She went and grabbed her jacket and purse, quickly thanking Fin for her drink and telling them she'd see them next shift.
