Hikki: H'okay people firstly….MERRY CHRISTMAS BTCHES! Cookies for all XD
Bakura: Did you have to do that?
Hikki: Of course I did, now don't you have something to do?
Bakura: Fine. Hikki does now or ever own Eyeshield 21. Happy?
Hikki: Meh, good enough. Anyway, just a drabble I wrote for Christmas drama/romance crap. No murdering me please, I wrote this at 2am and I really need my sleep. So I'll see you all in the…later morning…yes…
s e a s o n s o f l o v e
Christmas Dreams
Sometimes when you're not looking, I watch you. I like to watch how someone who puts such an emphasis on winning and strength, and comes off as a total nightmare to most people, can be so good hearted inside. You don't show it often, but it's there. I've seen it on those rare occasions when you think no one's looking.
Of course, being who you are, it's really very rare you aren't paying attention to everything around you…or even things that aren't around you at that. You make it very hard for me to go unnoticed, but it just makes me cherish the moments I can catch you off guard without you seeing even more.
It normally happens by accident in fact. That's just how rare it is. I walk in late when everyone else is practicing, or leave late from a study group, and then I find you. Trip over you is a bit more accurate, since you tend to pick, interesting, places to rest. I can understand though. Even the wild ones need their rest. That's when I watch you the most, as strange as it may sound. I like unusual expression of serenity on your face, and the rise and fall of your chest oddly enough, setting a tempo for my own breath. It seems ironic that you, the one who is always getting me to push my limits, and knows exactly the things to say to get people riled up, are the one who calms me down the best.
You'll probably never guess it, I'm very careful that way, but sometimes I like to think that you do. That you notice when I see you do kind things, that you are really awake when I watch you, that you really know how I feel. I know I'm just dreaming, but sometimes I'd swear you were, and sometimes I wish I had the courage in me to wake you and tell you all the things I need to say.
I am a coward, I'm first to admit and you've even said so yourself. I'll probably never say all those things I need to. So until I become that stronger person I'll continue to watch you and play for you. I'll do everything you say until that coward has gone away, and then I'll tell you.
And perhaps Hiruma Yoichi, I may just catch you off guard for once.
It's with thoughts like this that give me the momentary courage to do things that I later panic about. So while I have this courage, and while you sleep, I kiss you goodnight. I'll panic tomorrow.
As I slip out the door and, I can't help but smile at my old fantasy that you really were awake, that you already know my true feelings, that you let me kiss you and that right now you're smiling too.
If I hadn't left so soon, I would have seen my fantasy come true.
m y g r o w n u p c h r i s t m a s l i s t
Hikki: My third story! AHAHAHAHA!
Bakura: You need to get a better hobby.
Hikki: Like what cooking? Oooo, wait. THE COOKIES ARE BURNING!
Bakura: My God, I need a new job.
Hikki: Oh well too bad. Anyway Merry Christmas peeps. R & R Please and thanks!
