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Chapter 1.

I was sitting on my bed in the apartment I shared with Kate, staring at the picture of me and Christian from my graduation. A tear rolled down my face when I through of the issue that broke us up. I shook my head when I looked down, I couldn't believe I haven't seen him in a month.

Even so, he's never let up on calling me or sending me gifts. He sent me back my phone and laptop and but was surprised me the most was the bouquet of roses with a card that said he missed me. There was a rose for everyday we have been apart.

I knew it was time to go an see him, but first I needed a shower. After I had my shower, I picked out a simple pair of jeans, t shirt and my black pair of converse, and finished off the look with a black leather jacket. Once done, I packed a bag of a few of my clothes, I started to smile a little, remembering I was seeing my man today. I walked into the main room where Kate and Elliot were talking quietly when Kate stood up.

"Ana, finally" Kate said happily as she cuddled me. She then pulled away and looked at my clothes a little confused "Are you going somewhere?"

"Yeah I am. I'm going to go see Christian" I muttered as I looked at Elliot, who was looking happy but also very relieved. I wonder why?

"What?!" Kate exclaimed as she looked at me even more confused "But you said you didn't want to see him again, that he wasn't what you wanted" she continued as she looked from me to Elliot "Did you say something about how he's been?" Kate whispered to Elliot in Anger making me look at them both.

"What do you mean 'How he's been?'" I asked the both of them and then I looked at Elliot "How's he been Elliot" I asked begging, hoping he was okay.

"I haven't said anything to her kate" He then turns to me. "Ana he's been different, more depressed, seeing his counsellor more. He's only been talking about how he's trying to do anything to get you back. He's also been crying a lot, which is different for my brother, he never cries" Elliot muttered with lots of emotion in his voice I smiled sadly then looked at Kate who was now glaring at Elliot.

"I told you not to tell her, she's going to go an try and deal with him now" Kate muttered while shaking her head "Ana think about what you said to me, he's not right for you."

"Kate he is everything to me." I whispered making both of them look at me. "We had an argument and I thought there was no way back for us, but there is. And it's time we sort this out. We love each other Kate, and from what Elliot's just said Christian's feeling the same too" I said as looked at Kate "Please understand Kate, I know you don't like him that much, but please for me, try to get along with him?" I pleaded with her as I grabbed her hand and begged her while a few tears escaped.

"Ill try... for you I will" Kate said while hugging me then turns to Elliot "But if your brother hurts her again, I will hurt him even more" Kate tells him in a very deadly voice making me and Elliot shiver. I then laughed and hugged her again, then picked up my bag and walked to the door.

"Be careful Ana, and call me later so I know you're okay!" Kate yelled.

"Kate, come on, my brother loves her, he won't do anything to hurt her again" Elliot said while he pulled her to him "Now that we're alone, can we please make up?" Elliot muttered and I heard Kate giggle. I didn't want to imagine what they are doing now.

I shook my head and started walking towards Escala with a nervous smile on my face. The closer I got the more anxious I got. I was really starting to regret my decision to come see him. What if he didn't feel the way I did? What if he was doing all the things Elliot said because he lost another submissive who wouldn't submit to him? Despite all my insecurities, all thoughts went straight out of my head when Escala came into view. I took a huge breath and waved at the doorman who smiled at me and held the door open for me. Here goes nothing.

"Welcome back miss Steel" the doorman greeted me as I passed him by. I smiled back and thanked him as I started walking towards the elevators when a blonde on the front desk stood up. "Is there anything I can help you with ma'am?" The blonde asked as she stood in front of me.

"No, I'm okay, thank you. I'm going up to see my boyfriend" I said very confidently, making her raise her eyebrow at me.

"An who might that be? I haven't seen you around here before." The blonde continues, very rudely.

"Christian Grey" I said back while been very confident, to show the her who was the boss. She initially had a look of shock, which quickly morphed into a look of humor. She seriously looked like she would die of laughter.