Yay! Belated Happy Valentine's! I was supposed to publish 3 new stories for that day including shiki x rima of Vampire Knight but then I got busy, so as a break in the monotony of my absence, I present one of my poems, take note of the missing word: proudly ( because I'm not) but I hope you'll get the message since it's a lyric poem so it's clearer not that figurative and not that strict with rhythmic scheme.
You know that publishing poems is faster than publishing stories or even updating..so again, to my dear readers, I'm sorry for that..call me a promise breaker but I'll make it up to you some time. Love yah!
So, I'll let you read the poem first before I reveal what I was really trying to convey.
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura( how I wish but never, ouch!)
"Love comes at unexpected times"
Sitting at the corner with my shadows,
Nothing to do but to write
My feelings, my agony don't feel right
Again they pulled me hundred meters underground.
I thought everything was perfectly fine
You and I were friends, nothing more
But why am I feeling this sore?
Knowing I will never reach you in time.
You left this place and me alone
I don't even know if you're coming back home
All the chances slipped out of my hand
To thank you 'cause you're there to understand.
I was afraid to tell and believe
For my heart might have me deceived
Still I keep on feeling this insecurity
Why didn't I tell you, you make me happy.
Aware of the fact I might be wrong
This kind of feeling hasn't visited me for so long
But my mind and heart dictate
You, only you, that's my fate.
Love comes at unexpected times
Arrives when everything is gone
And all you can do is to cry
Asking yourself, hell why?
All those times, I kept on insisting
You're just a friend, nothing more to me
Until now, I keep on denying
To me, you are everything.
Now, you're bidding me your goodbye
You're leaving me for good
Yet I never said the unspoken words
Thank you and I'll miss you.
Here in the dark, I shed tears
The fruit of my confusion and fears
Wishing that tomorrow, I could still see you
Hug you tightly, apologizing for being untrue.
But now, I have to forget and let go
Struggling against the pain, moving on
Cause I know in my heart you'll forever exist
Finally, my love for you has swept out the mist.
There, I think it's pretty obvious that Sakura was too late to realize her true feelings for Syaoran and he had already gone far away without even knowing the whole thing. Sakura, instead of waiting and hoping, decided to let go and move on because she's already contented knowing that she loves Syaoran.
I do accept criticisms, any of the two forms may do! I really want to improve my poetic skills if there are any.
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