I got this idea after I read a fanfic by blanc expression about Kitty and Kurt making muffins, and i thought it would be a sweet valentine story. But that didn't really happen here.. well.. read and find out for yourself. (read Blanc Expression's fanfic too, it's really cute)

Kurt's angsty as usually in my fanfics. Why? Well, because that's how he comes of to me in the comics and in the cartoons. I have read comics were his proud over how he looks – but come on, he has to hide how he looks like most of the time, that can't be good for your self image. So that's why I make him really self-hatred and unsure about himself. His a teenager, what do you guys expect?

Noticed that I published a lot of fanfics lately? Yeah, I'm getting old and have to start writing down all of my fanfics.. I use to be in love with beyblade, and had all these ideas in my head. But now they're gone and I'm not as love in it anymore so i don't want to write fanfics about it either. So yeah, I'm living in the moment right now. Thinking of the future.. this is getting weird.. okay.

Oh, when I make up my stories I think in 'me/I' form.. which makes it hard. Cause I hate reading fanfics in 'me or i' form, so I always remake my stories and write in third-form. Which sometimes makes it complicated.. (there are some good 'i or me' stories out there that i love.. they're just very few) What was i writing about again.. I think my authors note is longer than my story by now.

Just get on to read the story, why are you even reading the authors note, is just for people that's lonely and wants to open their hearts to others.

Should i write that i own nothing by marvel? I think you guys kinda figured it out already?


Today was the worst day ever – okay – that was a lie, but it was at least in the top ten of worst days in Kurt's life.

Right now he was lying in his room playing music, pretty loud too. Wolverine would probably come storming in soon screaming about the music being to loud and turn it down or the radio goes through the window. Yeah, Wolverine was a drama-queen, but no one had the courage to tell him that to his face, and because of his good hearing people rarely spoke of this with each other either.

So, maybe he should turn the music down a bit. But on the other hand Kurt just didn't care if some one came bursting in. He was way to sad and upset. Amanda had dumped him today at school. Just after lunch. She didn't really say why, just mumbling something about her parents and him being blue. Go figure. Of course it was about how he looked. Who could ever love a blue demon-monkey like him?

The worst part was that it tomorrow would be Valentine. So that kinda sucked. And to make matters worst he had planned a really romantic evening for them – but now it had been for nothing. But for the most part he probably was sad over losing Amanda. It was his first girlfriend after all. And it would have been his first valentine. Being blue don't make it easy getting girlfriends or dates on valentine. So he never celebrated it before. Losing Amanda really did suck, they haven't even had sex yet. But still, all that didn't really matter, what did matter was that he probably never would find a girl again that liked him in his mutant form and accepted him like Amanda had done.

Well, anyway, after Amanda had broken up with him the rest of the school day had gone by in a blur. He had tried acting normal but often find himself drifting and spacing off. So when school finally was over and he was back at the institute he ran straight up to his bedroom locking the door behind him. turning on some random music and just laid back in bed thinking about Amanda and how his life sucked. Girls really don't like the fuzzy dude... Kurt turned to lie on his tummy, and bury his head in his pillow. Maybe he should become a priest?

At least everyone else in the mansion had been really busy lately trying to get dates or planning a perfect evening for valentine, so no one would noticed that he was upset right? He had tried his best to hide it from everyone anyway. He didn't really want anyone to notice him being sad, cause then he would have to tell everyone what happen and relive everything again.

He never did like to show or tell people how he really saw himself, mostly because he was afraid that people would agree and think the same as he did. Of course he would have to tell them sooner or later that he and Amanda broke up.. just not right now.. Being alone on valentines day was kinda sad, wasn't? Hm, maybe he should ask Wanda out.

He had seen her looking at him. Plus it would be really fun to mess with toad – it would definitely make him feel better. On the other hand, Todd was probably just as miserable as he was. Kurt sighed and turned back to once more lie on his back.

Well, everyone would be to caught up in their own business tomorrow to really noticed that he was alone anyway. Maybe he should spend his evening to watch a movie. On second thought there would probably be a lot of couples there reminding him that he was alone. Yeah, bad idea.

Heartbreak was a pain in the -well- a pain in the heart really. He sighed once more and turned to lie on his side this time. closing his eyes, sleeping was the best medicine when you were sad... wait a minute!

Didn't he had music on playing? Why had the music stopped? He looked at the table across the room where his CD-player was, only to see the back head of a certain yellow haired young mutant.

"Evan?" the yellow haired teen turned around grinning at Kurt, "what are you doing here?" sitting up, looking at the door he added " didn't i lock the door?"

"Hey Kurt! I'm just gonna borrow some Cd's from you". Evan waved with some Cd's at Kurt before he turned back to the rest of the CD collection. "Guess what." Kurt raised an eyebrow. "What?"

"I got a date" Evan turned and gave one of his happy childish smiles at Kurt.

"With whom?"Evan ignored Kurt's question and started rambling about his valentines plans.

"I'm gonna take her to the skate-ramp and play some music for her. Ray was able to get out a couple of beers, ciders and guess what." before Kurt could answer Evan already had answered his own question "a bottle of wine.. woohoo woho.." Kurt smiled a little. "but isn't it illegal drinking in public – and you're a minor."

"tst, well, who's gonna know. You're not telling right?"

"Of course not my freund"

"Yeah, so, music, wine and a clear night sky filled with stars. Romantic as hell bro!" Kurt nodded. Even thought he didn't think hell was a good comparison that did sound really romantic, but Kurt was still curios on who the younger mutants date was. "So, what are you and Amanda doing tomorrow?"

Crap. Kurt reeaally didn't want to talk about THAT right now. Should he lie?

"Oh yes! Just the CD i was looking for, mind if I borrow these?" Evan was holding two Cd's waving happily at him. Kurt didn't really care, he was just happy that Evan had change the subject himself.

"Yeah, of course!"

"Thanks man. See ya later!"

"Yeah.. later.." and with that Kurt was once more alone to think about his miserable life. In the corridor he could hear people running around like crazy, doing whatever, he didn't care. He just ported to the door, locked it, and then teleported to the CD player putting in another Cd, apparently Evan had taking the one Kurt had been listening to, pushed play. And with a bamf he was back on the bed. Lying himself down, closing his eyes, thinking about Amanda and slowly starting to fall asleep.

Kurt woke up. The music had stopped playing a long time ago and his room was now in completely darkness. Shoot. He had slept way to long. Missing dinner never was a good idea when you had a high metabolism. Kurt turned looking at his alarm clock 10.00pm. Well at least he had time to get something to eat and do some homework before having to get back to bed again. To lazy to turn on the light or walk down the stairs Kurt just teleported straight down to the kitchen.

While Kurt had been sleeping the rest of the students had noticed his absent at the dinner table. And like with all teenagers, rumors soon started to go around the table about where Kurt was. The first rumors that went around was that Kurt was going to propose to Amanda, but no one really bought that one, so soon another rumors started instead.

Some one had heard Wanda talk about Kurt – which for the Xavier students meant that Wanda had asked Kurt out, and that they were on a date right now. But then Evan mentioned that Kurt had been sleeping in his bed. Which according to Evan meant that Kurt had been bullied at school and now was upset about it. People didn't really think that was it either so they kept trying to figure out why Kurt wasn't there creating more and less believable reasons. Thought, soon got tired about talking about Kurt and instead started to talk about valentine's day and everyone's dates. And it didn't take long before the discussion about Kurt was long forgotten and everyone was more occupied about talking and bragging about how the would woo their dates.

Scott was telling Rouge about the different between roses and their meanings, which was strange, and soon Jubilee had gotten herself involved when she noticed Scott was getting everything wrong. It didn't take long before they started to have a pretty heavy argue about who was right when Scott called out to Kurt trying to get him to help him.. When he didn't get a answer he suddenly remember that he wasn't there. And that was when Wolfbane remembered something which made her suddenly stand up.

"HEY GUYS" everyone went quiet and turned to her. "I heard Amanda broke up with Kurt today, apparently she's moving to New york with her family." Everyone looked really chocked and some cursed under their breath for not noticing that Kurt had been upset. Scott was really confuse – Kurt was kinda one of he's closet friends.

"But he was so happy today. And on the way home he joked – a lot. He was acting like he always do." he tried to reassure everyone but mostly himself.

"Yeah, but he did joke more then he usually does" Rouge added. Everyone went quiet, looking down or up thinking over what rouge just said.

"Maybe someone should go up and see how he's doing?" Amara looked around the table, everyone avoided her gaze. Jean got up, taking her empty plate and starting to leave the room, but before she did she turned to everyone at the table. "I thinks it's better if we just leave him alone for a little while" then she turned and walk out leaving the rest of the students at the dinner table.

Soon everyone had agree that leaving Kurt alone for a while would be the best thing and one after one they left the table to go up to their rooms, most probably to chose what to wear the next day.

Well everyone except kitty left. Kitty was really upset that her best friend hadn't told her that he and Amanda had broke up, the more upsetting part was that she hadn't noticed him being upset. Really, had anyone noticed? Rouge seemed to have noticed, or maybe she just acted that way. Feeling guilty for not noticing Kurt's break up she wanted to do something to cheer the fuzzy elf up.

Kurt loved food, so making cup-cakes for him was probably an good idea. She had seen an oven-form for muffins that had the forms of hearts which would be perfect to use, it was most likely Jean's form. But she wouldn't mind, not if it was for a good cause. So Kitty got up from the table and went into the kitchen to start make muffins.

When Kurt got down to the kitchen he noticed he wasn't alone. A horrible smell came from the oven, at least he hope he wasn't alone. Cause that would mean that someone had been dumb enough to leave something burning. Looking around he saw kitty standing at the counter with her head buried in a cookbook. Kurt walked up to her. "Okay," a startled kitty looked up "what did he do?" Kitty looked confused. "Who?"

"Lance, what did he do for you to try and food poison him?"

"HEY!" kitty pointed a angry finger at Kurt in a warning. "My cooking is just fine!" Kurt laughed and gestured his hand around the kitchen which was filled with burned muffins and things that even shouldn't be called muffins.

"Yeah of course kätzchen , your cooking is the best" Kitty slapped the back of Kurt's head but then started to giggle and punched Kurt's shoulder. Kurt rubbed where kitty had hit him "ah I vas going to offer you my help, but you only use me as an punching-bag, I'm not sure I want to help you anymore."

"I don't need your help, and you're only good for punching anyway."

"Well, I do think you need my help, the professor won't be happy if the institute burns down or God forbids explodes, like those cup-cakes apparently did." Kurt pointed to some muffins on the counter that had expanded a little more then they probably should have. Kitty looked where Kurt pointed and made a face of disgust remembering how those had tasted. Sighing, knowing Kurt had defeated her, she looked back at Kurt.

"Yeah, maybe I could, like, use some help." Kurt smiled and took the cookbook from kitty. After reading the recipe Kurt got to work. He put kitty on stirring while he measured the ingredients, cause face the fact, blue fur mixed with food isn't a good idea, so he rarely made food for others and if he did he tried not to do something that would make him get fur in the food, like stirring.

"So, was are you and Lance doing tomorrow?"

"Oh" Kitty looked up from the bowl but continued to stir. "I'm not doing anything with Lance tomorrow, I'm going to the carnival with Amara and Boomboom. Wanda might come too but she wasn't sure. Hey you should come with us!"

"Why aren't you doing anything with Lance?"

"Cause he's a jerk and wouldn't stand up for me against the brotherhood, more precisely Pietro."

"Oh, so.. you guys broke up?"

"No, we have just been on a break now for like two weeks. We are both really stubborn and neither of us want to say sorry to the other.." Kitty laugh, not a happy laugh more like 'silly us' or something like that laugh.

"I see." Kurt watched while kitty poured the batter into the form."Why are you going with Boomboom? You know she's insane right?" Kitty laughed.

"You used to hang with her twenty-four seven"

"Yeah, so I would know if she's insane right?"

"I guess so, I just didn't want to be alone on Valentine's day, it might make me weak and go back to Lance to soon. You got to keep him on a short leash!" Kurt smirked, feeling a little bit bad for Lance. But the guy had it coming for him. Boomboom had told Kurt about some mishaps between her and Lance at the brotherhood house. He probably should tell kitty about it but he promised Boomboom he wouldn't.

"What are you and Amanda doing tomorrow?" Kitty needed to hear from Kurt about the break up before she could presume anything.

"Nothing. Can you look how long the muffins are going to be in the oven?"

"For an hour. What do you mean with 'nothing'?"

"AN HOUR? I think you are looking at the wrong recipe" Kurt went over looking in the cookbook himself. And saw that sure enough kitty had seen wrong.

"What do you mean 'nothing' Kurt?"

Kurt set the alarm for the muffins. "We broke up."

"Because she's moving?" Kurt turned around looking at kitty confuse.

"What? No. I don't know. Who told you that?"

Kitty gulped. "ehm wolfbane"

"Oh I sehe" Kurt looked down at his hands which played nervously with his shirt. Making Kitty feel bad to have brought it up. "Have you and lance,ehm, done it?" Kitty's chin hit the floor.

"I'm not gonna tell you that! You're my best friend, but that's more a thing I like talk about with Amara or like even Rouge." while talking she had moved her hand around but now she leaned against the table with her arms crossed looking at Kurt."have you and Amanda?" Kurt grinned.

"You know, that's more a thing i talk to Scott or even Evan about." Kitty stuck her tongue out at him. Then she started to fumble with her phone, not really doing anything on it just clicking for music then back again to the menu.

"If I tell you, then you got to tell me okay?"

"Maybe you are right Katze, maybe this isn't something you and me should talk about." Kitty looked up from her phone and gave Kurt a smile.

"Yeah, I'm always right. Let's talk about your other girlfriends before Amanda."

"Let's talk about your boyfriends before lance.."

"Okay" Kitty put her hands up and started counting boyfriends on her fingers."I've had six boyfriends. Two was in kindergarten and two in middle school." Kurt nodded amazed that she had been with so many or maybe that was normal. Kitty was really cute so of course people would like her. He was blue, no one liked him. "One of the other two I met at my old school in the schoolyard. He hit me with a basketball so we fell in love. He was cute, but a jerk, he loved his bike, basket team and other girls more than me. The guy I was dating before lance was really sweet and kind – but only when we were alone. When his friends were there he was an asshole so, yes, I dumped him. Now it's your turn." Kitty gave Kurt a wicked smile being really curious about Kurt's other girlfriends. Kurt on the other hand, that now was sitting on the counter, looked away, and scratched the back of his head with his hand.

"I never had a girlfriend before Amanda. You know being blue and all thaz." kitty now also looked away, ashamed for making Kurt feel shamed or sad or whatever the blue elf was feeling right now.

"What about Boomboom? You blow me of to be with her."

"Were you jealous?" Kurt grinned.

"tst, don't flatter yourself."

"We were only friends."

"Rumor says other wise."

"Well then the rumor must be wrong"

"Rumors never wrong" at this they both laughed, when the had stopped laughing it was time to take the cupcakes out and do the frosting.

"So who are you making the cupcakes for? Or are you still making them for lance?"

"No."

"Okay, then who?" Kurt was watching Kitty smear the frosting on. "Hallo? Earth to kätzchen," Kitty didn't answer just continued putting the frosting on. Soon kitty had begin writing with sprinkles on the muffins. Kurt rolled his eyes, getting a little bit irritated that she ignored him. So he went to the fridge to look for food, remembering that he still hadn't eating anything.

He found a sausage he could eat. It was probably Jamie's breakfast sausage that he use to eat on his toasts, but there was no name on it. So no name equal everyone has the right to eat it. While walking back to the table were kitty was working on decorating the muffins Kurt now could see what she wrote. He started to read it out loud.

"C – H – E – E – R – U – P – E – L – F" kitty turned and smiled at Kurt.

"I thought you needed cheering up" Kurt, who first looked really surpise, started to a little laughed.

"Danke" he leaned in to give Kitty a kiss on the cheek, only to have her turn and making them kiss on the mouth, Kurt pulled backed at once, blushing. "I'm sorry!" he touched his lips. "I vas going for the cheek." Kitty grinned. "I wasn't." and with that she left the kitchen smiling and waving goodnight to Kurt. Leaving a pretty confused fuzzy elf. After Kurt finally had processed what had happen he took his cupcakes and 'bamf'ed back to his room, not being able to stop smiling.

Maybe this years valentine wouldn't be so bad after all.


Yeah, so, what did you guys think? I repeat myself a lot I noticed. And I kept jumping from cup-cakes to muffins, in Sweden we say muffins, so yeah.. Are one English and the other American?

So I was going to make this a cute story for valentine – but i don't have a date so i think i got kinda.. depressed and took my anger out on Kurt, making him sad and all... I have done that a lot lately.. But it ended in fluff this time.. So yeah.

I was going to make this a 2-shot, uploading the last part on Valentine. But Valentine came faster than I thought it would. The second part/next chapter I was thinking about writing how Valentine plays out for everyone, not just Kurt. Well, I will see what I do. Maybe I will write that chapter and just publish it later.. Not sure..

Oh, I just made a review about kitty falling in love with Kurt to fast after she broke up with Lance, and now I'm doing the same, but with Kurt falling for Kitty. But hey, Kurt have longed for her through the whole serie. Amanda was just someone to make him forget kitty, right? Yeah, no.. Okay. Well review and tell me if I should make a chapter 2 or not.

Hope you guys have a wonderful Valentine's day, and give a lot of review to everyone here on fanfiction!

Ps. please read Limbo by 'whatabuttnub' and review telling her to update. I've used up all my review and I really want a new chapter cause I'm in love with the story!

Btw I really need help with rouge's accent. Like, which letters to change and words she often use. Is it like an 'a' instead of an 'I' when she speaks? I have problems with Wolverine and Gambit too..