Disclaimer: I do NOT own Gundam wing. I do NOT own Fade by Staind.
Flashback:
A young Relena looks up at a young Millardo. Millardo
walks to other children to play. Relena runs after him to play but he just
ignores her and tells her to get lost. Relena runs off into the Sanq Palace
and stays in her room crying.
:End Flashback
Relena stairs out as it snows. She then turns to
her desk to look at the stack of papers on her desk that she needs to sign.
Millardo, better known as Zechs has left her once again to take care of
the Sanq kingdom by herself. She has been having Memories of Millardo and
her as young children. He was so rude and their parents never noticed.
They where busy ruling the kingdom.
Flashback:
Relena picked up her phone and dialed Quatre's number
but found it busy. She sighed and set it down. She then picked up the phone
again and dialed Duo's number but found it busy as well. She sighed once
again and set the phone back down. 'I just need someone to talk to.' she
thought and walked out of her office.
Relena just walked wondering around the city not
really noticing where she was going. She just felt so unwanted in the world.
Heero had left her Duo and Quatre her best friends where busy. Why must
she be alone all the time? She gave up her soul for this world, for this
peace and this is how the world treats her. Relena slowly sat down on a
bench at the park as it snowed.
God she just wanted to fade away. Was that just too much to ask? She
had all this anger from her past how everyone would treat her. She was
hurting inside and she had no way to release it. It was their to eat at
her for all eternity. To slowly decay at her soul and cause slow and unbearable
pain.
Relena starred up at the stars and heard a noise in the bushes.
"You are slacking Heero." she said. "Hn." he said and came out of the bushes.
"So where have you been all day?" he questioned. "Trying to find someone
in this world that gives a damn about my feelings." she said bluntly. "Where
were you when all this was going on in my head?" "I was on a mission."
he said.
Relena turned around to look at him. "You never cared any ways. Never
once have you asked me just what you could do..not even once." she said
shaking now. "Relena I didn't know." he said and began to hold her to his
chest. "I don't want your sympathy but Im lost Heero." she said in-between
sobs. "Ssh, it's okay. I'll try and help you. You just need to let it out."
he said. Relena stopped and looked up at him. "You left me... why do you
come back now?" she asked. "I need you in my life and I can see you need
me, I love you Relena. Your not alone anymore." she smiled and hugged him.
"I love you too and your not alone either, Heero."
Relena at age 10 runs up to her Foster father and
smiles at him. "Hello daddy, are you gonna play with me today?" she asks.
"No, Im sorry Relena I have to do work. Go ask your mother." he says and
walks off. Relena walks to her foster mother and pulls on her dress. "Mommy
will you play with me today?" she said. "No not now. Go play with your
toys."
: End Flashback
