Silence Is Everlasting...

A/N: I had to work with this and make it look better on this site. pain in the ass that was. I also edited a few mistakes that i failed to correct at abotu 3 am in the morning when i first wrote this. Eh...

The minute you say it, it disappears they say. So one would think that saying it would be an easy task. One has but to utter the words and it'll fly away. Away, and the doors shall open once more.

I cannot say it. I cannot utter the words and this is the way it should be. Cast away from everyone, from everything. I deserve it, I deserve it for what I did to Her.

Her, the brightest star in the sky, the strongest warrior, the most beautiful one of them all. However, her rebellion would no be overlooked. I punished her, I drove her away. I closed the doors of heaven...I killed her. I had to. I shouldn't have.

And today I stand here. What here is I still have not figured out myself. I have labeled it " My quiet, dark, morbid world." I stand here now, among the dying screams and weeping echoes, a reward for my act of justice. For I am justice. I am the scale that weighs the hearts.

The doors of Heaven have closed for me as well and they shall remain as such. Closed, like my heart, my mouth. I will always have one precious thing to remind me of that precious moment. My beautiful scar that stretches across my throat in all its glory and pride, like a river in the hot, dry desert. Such a reminder.

I shall never speak again. I shall never judge again. I shall never be heard or remembered. I should be like the earth, felt not heard.

I shall listen, not speak. I shall watch, not act for I am not here even though I stand in front of you. I am not alive, yet my heart beats. I stand still, yet my legs move.

I am Uriel of the Earth and the earth is eternally silent. So paint me black, ignore me, do not watch me. I shall always be like this.

I will not say anything to make it disappear. For me there shall always be darkness. There shall always be silence, for silence is everlasting.

A/N: As I said dun ask. I wrote this pretty late, while listening to Gackt. Please...spare me and just Read and Review.
Goodnight

Tootles

EternalDarkness