The ringing in your ears after a gunshot cleared up. You look helplessly around trying to spot Natara, you see a limp lifeless silhouette in the shadows of the room, you had a voice in your head that kept saying "That's Natara, that's Natara." You see the body and your worst nightmare has came true. The centre of her white blouse has turned a deep red colour and her eyes slowly close… You tried everything you could to keep her alive, not just for you but for your one year old daughter, Katia, you worry about how to look after a young infant and should you still keep your job? Or should you give it up? All of your attempts seem hopeless. Her pulse fades and her face losses colour.

She's dead

You reminisce about the day she died over and over at her funeral, you wonder if you will ever move on from her. After the funeral service you stay by her side and reminisce.

"Hey Nat, remember when we first met? You were taking pictures of Sophie Parsons. Remember when you got poisoned and I had to either kill the mayor or let you die, I remember thinking so hard of a plan so I didn't have to kill you. If you died then I would have given up on love. I love you Natara! I didn't think I could love anyone as much as I love you! I will always cherish all of our time together and I promise Katia will grow up to be beautiful smart and an amazing daughter just like her mother was. Remember when she was born? She had a problem with her heart and I thought that would be it, I thought she would die but you were certain she was going to make it. You knew she would live, I was so happy you were right! But the biggest memory I have was our wedding. You looked so beautiful in your dress. I couldn't remember seeing anyone look so beautiful, even when I married Sandra, she still pales in comparison to you. I know now that I will never move on! I love you too much just to let go. This is goodbye for now I guess, but we'll meet again on the other side. All I want to say now is that I love you."

You walk away from her grave and head home with a heavy heart.