Well... I have no beta readers. So if you can be mine beta. I'll kind of love you forever.

Ok… Some warnings: Totally OOC, And Leah isn't like Leah, but please, don't hate because of this. Leah is actually like me. Haha So if you don't like her, It'll get personal. So just love her. 3

It's about Sam wishing Emily was Leah. And remembering some moments with her. It's really silly, and fluffy. I don't like so much. But the idea was cool!


Sam's POV:

I love Emily, I love her so much. I breathe for her, I live for her, my world is her. But I feel like that's not right. I love her, but that's it. I don't admire her, I don't laugh for the silly things she say, I don't have to worry about her doing something stupid, I don't see her anger because I told her that Harry Potter isn't real or that Johnny Depp doesn't know she exists… You see, the only problem between Emily and I, is that she isn't Leah.

How the hell could this be happening to me? I love Emily, because I have to, I IMPRINTED on her! But I just fell this platonic love for Leah…

My thoughts was invaded by Leah's.

It's not platonic, Sam!

I was thinking about this? While she was phased? What the hell is wrong with me? Sorry, I shouldn't be thinking about this. It's not Alpha like. But I couldn't stop one particular thought, Why isn't it platonic?

She manages to hide that felling she fells when I think about her. Shame and pain. "I'ts only platonic when it's pure, with no carnal wishes, if you think about getting into my pants, as I now you think, I can read your mind too, It's not platonic. It's just blue balls."

Wow, she was so smart, where did she learn those things, she always know about anything, Emily knows shit about nothing, how could they be relative.

"Drop it Sam", Seth's voice finally said inside my head, He loved his sister, he wouldn't just watch as I make her sad, again." I think you made your point. As there's no leech signs can we go home now?"

"Sure",Before I could say anything else, they were gone. And again, I had to ask myself. What was wrong with me?

When I got home I saw Emily baking, She was wearing white pants and a pink blouse. Against my will, I remembered one day I got home at night after patrolling, while I was still with Leah, and I found her wearing a KISS shirt, and sitting on the dinner table.

_I made a cake_ She said happily.

_You baked something? Well, maybe I see some pigs flying now, so where is it?

_here,_ she said showing me a bowl whit a white dough

_Lee lee, You kmow that you have to but the cake on the oven right? Your not actually a witch for making this by magic _She started open her mouth to say something, but I added _Doesn't matter what J.K Rowlling said, you're not.

She rolled her eyes

_Ok, It's impossible explain things to a munggle anyway. I didn't put it on the oven, because you won't eat this. I'll lick this.

I was a little confused until she took the KISS shirt off, and spread the dough all over her body, Really, ALL over.

Well, you can imagine that we didn't talk anymore.

But now, here I am, with me ordinary fiancée, on my ordinary house, eating a cake with a ordinary fork.

_Do you like it? Leah told me how much you like vanilla cake.

Leah told her? That was nice, Leah gets all pissed with me 'cause I still care about her, but give advices for my fiancée of what I like.

_Yeah, I really love it.

That moment was when I found out that was it. My life will be like this, I'm living it loving a woman wishing she was someone else


So do you hate me already? haha R&R. I'm working on a LeahxPaul, So this one will be only a one shot.