The last time
I was with her. Today. She ran up and down and got together a few things. In her small flat chaos ruled. Everywhere something piled up.
„Why have you come? You know that I would not like to see you anymore.", she said and went to the bedroom. I did not want to follow her. In addition I was not able just.
I did not give an answer her. Instead, I stared by the window which was on the other side.
Why?
This was a question which can be never answered. It was pointlessly to be put a question generally with "why". More smartly one would not become from it.
„Go away.", she said.
„Go!", now she shouted and came around the corner shot.
Their darkly brown hair was very nice, shining and smooth. Their blue eyes shone in the sunlight. Shewas the beauty in person.
Slowly I shook my head and made no arrangements to move.
„Please, … please go, does not do it to me."
Now she ran on me to and clutched in me. Their sweetish perfume rose to me in my nose. I laid my head at the side on her shoulder, so that I could kiss them in the neck.
She cried. Clung more and more firmly.
„Remain with me.", now I said and broke through the silence.
„I am not able, you know this. I love him, only him.", she quietly answered.
„But … before …", I started.
„Before … Tooru, I do not love you anymore. It is over … go!", she shouted again and shook me.
Now I held on them to the arms and proceeded on her eye level, so that I could look at them directly.
„I will love you for good. I will be there for good for you. However, believe me. This guy will not be good for you. Now you will not believe this, but maybe you think in a few years about my words."
Again tears came. I hated it if she cried. It made me as sad.
Then I let go them and drew up the door. Their cold hands touched mine argues. Immediately I stopped and turned round to her.
„The last time …", she whispered and bent to me high.
Our lips lay on top of each other. For me a long time, until they freed themselves again.
With a jerk the front door shut.
„The last time …"
