Title: Seeing Big Sister

Anime: 11eyes

Written after episode 1 of 11eyes

Pairings: A little bit of KakeruXYuka

(I haven't seen 11eyes in a while, so I thought I'd start from the beginning and write some stories for it, writing after each episode of it. Good luck to me! And if Kukuri's name is spelled wrong, I'll fix it later.)

It hasn't always been since the start of the Red Night that I have seen my big sister. I just never knew that it was possible that somebody else would be able to see her as well.

I was so shocked. She showed up right before our second time in the Red Night, and Yuka could see her. Why could Yuka see her? Kukuri-neesan is and always will be a figment of my imagination. She is the major link I have left with my own sanity.

Staying with Yuka has always helped me, but my big sister has probably been the only reason why I haven't died as well. At night she would sit by my side and whisper with me, telling me many things. Some of these things were good…

"I'll always love you, Kakeru. I will always be here."

…Other times were cruel and unreal.

"It's your fault I'm dead. You're the reason I had to get out. It's always your fault!"

After a few years of this, I gained the courage to tell Yuka. I needed someone to know what has been happening to me. She needed to be the one grounding me. My sister shouldn't still be here… not like this.

I was surprised when Yuka smiled at me. I could see the pity in her eyes, though.

"Kakeru-kun… if she's not real, then just wish her away. She won't come back if you don't want her here." She said.

"I don't know if I want her gone. She loves me, but she blames me for what happened to her. I love being held by her, but when she tells me that she hates me…" my eyes well up with tears. Yuka walked over to me until we were touching and gave me a reassuring hug.

"What am I doing, Kakeru-kun?" she asked me. I was confused, but I humored her.

"Giving me a hug?"

"Yes. I'm holding you. This love is real. You're just imagining your big sister. Would your big sister tell you she hated you, for real?" I paused to think and then looked her in the eyes. Coming to the realization that Yuka was right.

"No… she wouldn't. She loves me."

"Then you know what you have to do, right?"

That night, I hugged myself tight, the blankets covering me from head to toe. I was sitting up, waiting for my big sister to show up. Did I really want her to leave me?

Kukuri-neesan showed up in my room. She looked angry… angry at me. My eyes were filled with fear.

"Relive what you did to me." she said, her words filled with poison. I watched her die in an unexplainable way. Chains shot through her stomach, and she bled profusely. I knew now what I wanted, and I was sure of myself this time.

"YOU'RE NOT REAL, AND I WANT YOU GONE!" I screamed. She disappeared. I didn't see her again until I was in high school with Yuka and we went into the Red Night.

Ever since then, Yuka and I slept in the same room together when we could. I've needed comforting ever since.

END