Blaine placed his hand on top of Kurt's , for it was the first time he had seen him in months and now that things had died down with their break up Blaine was more comfortable with showing his affections for Kurt. "I was thinking maybe you could come back to mine to watch a movie or something, I mean if you want?" Blaine asked Kurt half bashfully, half assertively .He had no idea why he was so nervous to ask Kurt such a simple question, it wasn't like it was their first date, they knew each other so well, and maybe that was the root of Blaine's nerves. Kurt seemed slightly away with the fairies but nodded all he same and managed a quiet "yeah". Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand gently but Kurt was quick to pull away being careful not to be too sudden so that Blaine did not think too much of it. The truth was Kurt was trying to fight his rekindling feelings for Blaine, to Kurt Blaine was so dreamy but he didn't trust himself not to fall back in love with him, he couldn't ever trust Blaine after what he did. The thought of Blaine having sex with another man made Kurt shudder. "You okay?" Blaine caught Kurt's gaze for a moment. "Yeah, I'm just a little cold" Kurt lied, he had to. "Oh you want my jacket then?" Blaine began to take off the light grey jacket he was wearing "no, no, I'm sure my coffee will warm me up, it's okay, thank you" Kurt took a shy sip of warm coffee and forced a fake smile , he was happy to see Blaine , honestly , he was just scared to let himself show it .
Blaine couldn't piece together what was going wrong about this meeting up between the pair , they had been fine at Christmas but then again , Burt had been there to save the awkwardness , they were more than amazing on valentine's day , so what was it ? As they left the lima bean Blaine put his arm around the back of Kurt's waist in order to guide him to the car, not as if he didn't know where he was going but Blaine just wanted to be closer to Kurt, to feel like they used to. "BLAINE!" Kurt helped as the entered the parking lot. This was a shock to Blaine and he stumbled backwards almost immediately hitting the bonnet of Kurt's car. "PLEASE STOP, stop pretending that I'm fine with you …" Kurt's speech began to trail off just as soon as he realised how harsh he had been. Blaine held his breath for a few short moments in attempt to control his build-up of anger but failed. "Well I'm sorry, I remember you being fine with me when you were on the end of my dick at Mr Shu's wedding party!" Blaine had yelled so loud that an old couple sitting in their car parked just beside Kurt's stopped what they were doing and stared. Kurt pulled Blaine into the car forcing him to talk out their problems but all he wanted to do was punch a cat or something just because he was that frustrated with Kurt's mind games, or so he thought that's what Kurt was trying to achieve.
There was a deadly science between the pair for some time; they just sat wallowing in the mists of what had just happened. Blaine ran a hand through his well gelled hair and sighed. "I don't mean to act like that Kurt, I'm just still in love with you and you can't blame a guy for trying to set things straight" Blaine had a hint of regret in his voice that showed his compassion. "I told you Blaine, I'll never forget what you did and things will never be the same, I'm sorry but that is just the way it is" Blaine felt another angry spell coming along. "Well then what the fuck is this right now, then, what the fuck are we doing?!" Kurt was left speechless at Blaine's lack of patients, his bottom lip quivered a little in only what can be described as shock. "I didn't think you knew, you're just playing games with my feelings Kurt, toying with my emotions all because I hurt you bad , yeah I know I did you wrong Kurt but I don't know how many more times I have to say it , I'm sorry I'm sorry IM SORRY!". There as a sharp knock on the window of the passenger seat where Blaine was sat. Both Kurt and Blaine looked up from their conversation with stormy pleading eyes of frustration to see Mercedes standing at the window of Kurt's car. Blaine reeled down the window sharply. "I'm beginning to forget a time I didn't see you two in a car together" Mercedes grinned effortlessly, not realising the tension of the situation. "What're y'all doing then?" Mercedes continued to talk to Kurt and Blaine, "nothing, I was just leaving" Blaine opened out the car door so quickly that Mercedes had to back away to prevent herself from being hit. "What's up with him?" Blaine herd Mercedes' words trail off as he got further away from Kurt's car. It was only a ten minute walk from the lima bean back to his house but to Blaine on that day the walk seemed to last forever "should I go back?" he kept asking himself, but no, he was mad at Kurt he questioned whether he would ever speak to Kurt again after what he just did to him and this wasn't the first time Kurt had done that to him. Blaine thought that maybe he had over reacted … maybe it was right of Kurt to act that way. As he walk through his front door Blaine threw down his keys and bag then went upstairs to his bedroom to be alone.
Staring at his blank phone screen he hoped that Kurt would message him Blaine began to get a little frustrated once more, this seemed to be happening a lot that day. There was a sharp knock on his bedroom door. "Yes, what is it?" Blaine almost snapped. "Just checking you were in, listen I'm going to the store do you want anything buddy?" Blaine's Dad asked at the wrong time, "No I don't ...Thank you" Blaine found it funny how Kurt was the only one that could make and ruin his day all in a short space of time. Blaine listened for his dad's car leaving the drive way which meant he was home alone; this made him somewhat happier as he could do what he wanted then. The first official action Blaine took of being home alone was the fact he could walk around in his underwear and eat how much he wanted which really began to calm him down. The doorbell rang. Forgetting he was in his under wear Blaine rushed to the door hoping it was the pizza he had ordered.
To Blaine's disbelief there stood on his front porch under his doorway as handsome as ever was a rather teary looking Kurt. Kurt looked up from his feet and swallowed the lump in his throat that had been building up since he left the lima bean to make amends with Blaine. Blaine looked down at the little clothing he had on, and all he could manage to say was "I thought you were the pizza guy". Kurt giggled shyly and said "no, I'm not the pizza guy" Blaine let out a muffled laugh , he was very embarrassed but at the same time shocked that Kurt had come to him this time rather than having to chase after Kurt.
