HI! This is my first fan ficcy, so I'm sorry if it sucks. I'll try my hardest! Please review it so I know SOMEONE is actually reading it, other than my friends of course… ok, so let me know what you think of it, and I'm sorry if it's kinda depressing.

I didn't want him to leave; I didn't want to see her fall so hard. I was only 8 when it happened. He left, he didn't love her anymore, and she broke down. I was only 8 and I had to support myself, actually I had to support both of us. Touya, my brother, left with my dad and I stayed behind. Raising yourself at 8 is hard, I had to be strong, I could never show my weak side. I especially couldn't show my mom that I was hurt from it, not after all those nights I heard her crying. It was like she was dying on the inside, and I didn't want to see her any worse than she already was. So, I was strong for her, but it was hard. She even blamed me for my dad and brother leaving. It was a tough time that I figured would only get tougher, but that's just how I think, that's just how I've become.

It was hard since nobody wanted to be friends with me, they thought I felt I was too good for them, but that wasn't it. You don't know how hard it is to trust people after what I went through, I thought my dad loved me and my mom, I thought Touya loved me, he was always so overprotective of me, but he's gone too. Maybe people just don't want to be around me, whenever there is someone I love they seem to leave. Even the girl that used to be my best friend, Kyoko, left and said she didn't want to be friends with me anymore. What's wrong with me, why do people keep leaving? But I went on with life anyway, I went on being lonely, I went on with that void in my heart. But something was going to change, something I didn't know about would change my life forever.

That's when it happened, that's when she came. There was a new student, she had just moved here with her family from another city. I wasn't really paying attention, the only thing I actually heard was that her name was Tomoyo Daidouji. I saw her in a magazine once, one of her parents is a CEO of some huge company, so I didn't bother saying hi. First of all she is probably rude and snobby, second of all she wouldn't want to be friends with someone who nobody else likes. All of a sudden I heard a noise beside me, I looked up and saw her taking the empty spot next to me. Why I wanted to know, why me of all people, why not the popular girl Chiharu?

I'm just staring at her with this look of surprise on my face when she spoke.

"Hi, I'm Tomoyo what's your name?" she said to me.

Silence

"Um, are you alright?" came her next words.

"Yeah, I think I am." I said as I smiled at her.

I decided I wanted a friend, if I was given a chance to make a friend then I would use it. Someone wanted to be friends with me, as unbelievable as it sounds. Me, the one nobody wanted, the one nobody cared about, the one nobody loved, I am the one that everybody left. So I am going to try, no matter how hard it is, I will wear my best smile and laugh as hard as I can, whether they are fake or not. I will try with all my heart and soul to have a friend, no matter what anyone tells me.

"My name's Sakura Kinimoto." I said with a huge smile.