Einsamkeit
Prussia1 Prussia 2
I am awesome its too much
fun by myself!
a lie that I have told myself for
too long.
I don't care what you think
I'm always awesome I don't need
anybody by my side
another lie I have told myself.
why do I spout out such lies?
I am Prussia
i am strong brave i will not fall
even if people spit obscenities
at me i will never break
why is this happening?
I don't care if my brother leaves me
I don't care if people don't accept me
I don't care if its just me against every one.
why is it me that gets treated this
way what did I ever do wrong?
a smile crosses my face
a tear rolls down my pale face
my eyes bright crimson red
my eyes a dull fading shade of red
i am
Strong Weak
I will fight on forever!
when will this endless battle
end?
Falling
Scared Terrified
Realization
No one needs me
why am I here?
what am I doing here?
is there a reason for me
to even exist?
how long have I been here ?
a decade?
a century?
everything spiralling
Spiralling
out of control.
another tear
how many tears have I already
shed in these long years I have lived?
Confusion.
Anger.
Darkness.
Corruption.
Hunger.
Nothingness.
Numb.
Rette mich!
no one hears my cries!
my desperate pleas!
rage.
bitterness.
suicidal.
broken.
mangled .
alone.
but none of these feelings compare
the feeling of
Loneliness. Einsamkeit .
