Einsamkeit

Prussia1 Prussia 2

I am awesome its too much

fun by myself!

a lie that I have told myself for

too long.

I don't care what you think

I'm always awesome I don't need

anybody by my side

another lie I have told myself.

why do I spout out such lies?

I am Prussia

i am strong brave i will not fall

even if people spit obscenities

at me i will never break

why is this happening?

I don't care if my brother leaves me

I don't care if people don't accept me

I don't care if its just me against every one.

why is it me that gets treated this

way what did I ever do wrong?

a smile crosses my face

a tear rolls down my pale face

my eyes bright crimson red

my eyes a dull fading shade of red

i am

Strong Weak

I will fight on forever!

when will this endless battle

end?

Falling

Scared Terrified

Realization

No one needs me

why am I here?

what am I doing here?

is there a reason for me

to even exist?

how long have I been here ?

a decade?

a century?

everything spiralling

Spiralling

out of control.

another tear

how many tears have I already

shed in these long years I have lived?

Confusion.

Anger.

Darkness.

Corruption.

Hunger.

Nothingness.

Numb.

Rette mich!

no one hears my cries!

my desperate pleas!

rage.

bitterness.

suicidal.

broken.

mangled .

alone.

but none of these feelings compare

the feeling of

Loneliness. Einsamkeit .