Laying against a cruddy ground, eyes glazed, mind numbed over with the

act of subconsciously bombarding yourself with information you know

better than to abide in. You stubbornly reside in hallucinations bearing

a utopia inconceivable to on-lookers who claim absolute acknowledgment

and understanding in implausibly exceptional thoughts. With-holding your

effusive manner, your need to be yearned for, collides with the

realization of your inability to retain anything without accidentally

unexpectedly repelling those you wish could unconditionally fathom you