Chapter 1

I meet Jordan Moran at Minecon, he signs my shirt; later he meets up with me at my hotel room. "Hey Jordan, how are you?" "not bad and you?

After Minecon I happen to get sick, I have the flu; and I hear Jordan knock, I get up coughing and open the door. "Hey I have some keys for you so, you can get into my penthouse" I toss them over, and run into the bathroom and puke. I hear him at the door ,"Casey after you finish go lay down" I smile and head to my bed; he walks in and gives me some soup and water . "Thanks" I cough and eat a bit of it but go throw it all up.

Jordan pov

She just gets sick again. I say by her side though out the night; I wake up in the morning to her coughing, the bathroom door locked; I head into the kitchen and get some bacon. "Jordan please don't cook food or I will be in here all day puking my guts up" I laugh "ok Hun I won't don't worry" I can't help but think that god I like her; she walks out and falls. "Hey relax' I grab her and help her to bed, she passes out right away.

A week later

Casey pov

I don't know why but we are playing the hungry games, and I lean over and kiss him. I smile "Jordan, I have something I need to tell you... before we date I am resigning my contract with the rangers... well I already have but I leave in two years on a peace mission in Africa" "wait why?" his voice cracks and tears form in his eyes, I hate seeing people cry. " Because I need to, it didn't feel right with how I left I just need to."

Jordan pov

I start to cry, and shake my head. "n-no you almost never might me and well please don't" I cry she leans over to kiss me and well our lips meet for the first time. "i-i don't want to date not yet, not till I get back home and I am safe." she says; later that night mark and nick are talking I don't say much. "Jordan what's up, you are never this quite" says nick. "She is back in the rangers and leaving in two years but doesn't want to date yet." I cry "Jordan hey relax it will be fine" says mark, but I don't believe him.