He used to love me,but now he is gone

He sends me away like a pesky kid

I can't keep on pretending to hold on

To this love that his words had just undid

How could I fall for his trick

I loved him more than anything

Yet he claims that our love wasn't real

Though he made me believe

Something about him seems different

His eyes that once showed me joy and love

Have now darkened and became distant

He is not the one I loved

My hope is a lost deer

And has left me for good

He made it clear I wasn't important to him

All that I thought is wrong

My father has been killed

Queen Gertrude says Hamlet killed him

Killed because he was like an intruding rat

I can't trust anyone

Two of the men who I had loved have loved

The other is studying away

"Nothing gold can stay"

I am alone

My only choice is to stay away from others

Everyone I care about is gone

So why would I interact with anyone else

I have no one

The light is gone and there is darkness

No one is here for me

I no longer have love to share

I have to take care of myself

Loneliness is an empty desert

No one to help me

Nothing to keep me healthy

I am in the desert

I wish I had someone I love

But they're all gone

I wish nothing had ever changed

But it has