I DO NOT OWN THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS THEY BELONG TO THE BEAUTIFUL CASSANDRA CLARE !
Clary's pov
Clary couldn't get Jace's angry word out of her head, nor the anguish look in his eyes either. She could already feel the cold wet damp tears fall from her eyes making there way to the ground . She didn't even bother to wipe them away all her feelings had escaped her when she saw Jace and Aline lips press together in a kiss . The kiss that felt like a knife stabbed through her useless heart . Or at least that's how it felt to clary . She didn't understand why he was so livid . He had no right to be . He never walked in on her liplockin , now she was livid! But then it hit her . She was jace's sister not his lover or girlfriend. Just a heartbroken stupid sister that was deeply and uncontrollably in love with her brother .Just reminding herself how much love she had for him brought pain to her body especially her heart . The whole thing about her and jace being brother and sister just seemed like a horrible nightmare that she could never wake up from. It was the worst dream of all . Reality .
Jace's pov
Jace stood there Frozen . What did he just do ? Why did he have to say those stupid words that he actully was telling to himself not clary ? Fuck! And worst of all he was more pissed at himself for kissing Aline, but what he feared the most caused him to curse himself . He felt nothing, while kissing Aline or at least not the way he felt when he kissed clary . The way how the world just falls and it's just the two of them together has one. The way when she smiles or blushes makes his inside feels as if his insides are coated with lava. The way it made his heart stop when her big green eyes looked at him with hurt and shame when she walked in on him and Aline. shit ! Why did he always have to fuck up ? Why did he have to hurt the only thing he really cared and loved for . Before he meet Clary it felt as if he was blinded his whole life and when hefirst glimpsed at those bright green eyes he felt like for the first time in his life he could breath for a change . And when he took her to the greenhouse for her birthday he couldn't stand not to touch her. To not know what it was like to feel her soft silk fiery hair run through his fingers .He had to feel her lips on his own even if it was the last thing he ever did . And he did . That moment he knew she was ment to be his and he to be hers . That moment when he finally realized what his been missing for the past seventeen years. Hell he knew he loved her the first time he saw her. He both loved and hated the feeling . Hated it because all he ever knew about love was knowing it weakened you . Made you frail and weak, but seeingand feeling the way he did about clary . He realized love didn't make you weak and it didn't destroyed. It made him who he wanted to be to his family to clary . He was fed up trying to pretend he could live with the fact that clary was his sister . Even thinking about it made his blood boil with angry he never quite felt before . He was done lieing to everybody his family his friends hisself and he was definitely done lieing to clary . Before his brain could even wrap around his thoughts he ran downstairs ignoring everybody Who gave him questioning looks . Only having one thought on his mind clary .
AN : okay be easy on me it's my firststory ! Please review and leave comments I want your opinion ! Thank you my loves !
