Okay so this is ma first twilight story..

let me know if you like it :].

im a major jacob fan.

so if you guys have n e ideas

feel free to run it by me :]

im always open for some :D


"Jacob..." I whispered his name so quietly. He held me so close to him. The scent he had was so amazing. I felt protected from the harm done onto me from my lover. I rested my head on his chest trying to forget the pain. He stroked my head so gently.

"Bella... I love you." he said as he hungrily kissed my lips as if he were never going to see me again. He loved me. I waited so long to hear those words. I cried as I kissed him while running my hands through his hair. I finally knew what I wanted...

Jacob...


Bella-

Everything had changed when he left. I guess the jump I took off that cliff knocked some sense into me. Maybe it is better this way. He really isn't coming back to Forks.

I was looking out of the window of my car. Jacob was driving me home after he saved me from nearly killing myself from the cliff dive. The trees passed by so fast. I wished the painful memories of Edward could just easily pass by me like that. Him leaving me in the forest, him cutting off all communications with me, him just leaving me like this. I shook just thinking about this.

"You cold Bells?" asked Jacob making me snap out of my thoughts.

"Y-yea I am."

"Well come close to me. Im like 108 degrees right here. Ill keep you warm Bells."

"Thanks Jake... Are we almost there?" I asked scooting closer to him in need of warmth.

"Yea just rest a lil okay you need it after your near death experience."

I looked up at Jake. I swear he's been there for me since this all started. He really does care for me. Maybe I don't need Edward after all. Maybe... Just maybe... all I ever needed this whole time.. was Jake.

"Hey we're here Bells." he said as i quickly snap back to reality.

"Thanks Jake for everything." I said smiling.

"No prob Bells. Id never let anything happen to you." He said as he cupped my cheek with his hand. My heart was beating so fast as i felt the warm touch of his hand. We looked at each other. His dark brown eyes showed so much passion. I knew he was right. He never would let anything happen to me.
We continued to stare at each other, it seemed to be forever. I had an urge to suddenly kiss him. My heart said do it, but would i have the strength to even do it.

"Jake-"

"Bells, dont say anything." He said cutting me off by placing his finger on my lips. He began to lean in to kiss me. I finally agreed with what my heart wanted and followed as well. Our lips were so close to touching when he suddenly pulled away from me. I opened my eyes to see why he had stopped.

"Jake whats wrong?"

"Bella stay here."

"What? Why Jake?"

"I smell a vampire in the house." with that i froze. The first thing that came to my mind was Victoria. She had found me. I started too fight back the tears that were beginning to form in my eyes. I was scared to death. But then i noticed a very familiar car.

"Its Alice! She's here!" I said so happy to know one of the Cullens were here. Maybe Edward was with her. I quickly opened the door and ran out.

"BELLA NO WAIT IT COULD BE A TRAP!" I heard Jacob yelling. I knew it wasnt a trap. This was Alice. She had come back. Nothing was going to stop me from seeing her.

I ran into the house and couldn't believe it. Alice was standing right there.

"Alice!" i said running to her to hug her.

"Bella! You're alive!" she said sounding so shocked. What did she mean by im still alive?

"Of course I am. Why wouldn't I be Alice?"

"Bella what the hell were you doing? I saw you jump off a cliff i thought u were dead Bella!"

"No Alice i was cliff jumping. Im okay really, thanks to Jacob and all if it wasn't for him id-"

"Wait your hanging out with a mutt?"

"At least its better than hanging with some smelly leech." I turned to see Jacob standing at the front door.

"Well your smell isn't to flattering either dog." said Alice with an ice cold look.

"Stop guys. Look Alice can i talk to Jake really quick."

"Fine by me Bella. Ill be outside away from the filthy mutt." she said heading towards the front door. Once i was sure she had left I took Jacob by the arm and took him to the kitchen i wanted to make sure we had privacy from Alice.

"Look Jake I haven't seen Alice in months. Dont make her want to leave please."


Jacob

"Are the others here?"

"Im not sure. I think its just Alice."

"Your gonna go back to Edward huh.." I knew her answer already of course she would. She "loved" that damn blood sucker.

"Jake..."

"Bella look i can be healthier for you. I would never hurt you like he did. Everyday I would protect you. You would be my main priority Bells." i said walking close to her. I brushed a strand of her hair out of her face. She looked down to avoid contact with me.

"Bella look at me," i raised up her chin so she could look at me "I would never hurt-." That was all i was able to say because right then and there her lips had finally met mine for the first time.

"I know Jake." she said as she pulled away. Then we both leaned in for another kiss. This time i was sure to make it deeper. Something she would never get from a blood sucker. I cupped her cheek and kissed her with such passion. She began to wrap her arms around my neck. I let my tongue sneak out of my mouth and touch her soft lips. God my heart was pounding so hard. I wondered if she could even hear it. She willingly opened her mouth inviting my tongue to meet hers. Ours tongues danced around like a hot sexy dance. I pulled her closer to me so that our chest were touching. Every once in a while a sigh would sneak out of her. We conitnued doing this for a while. I wanted this moment to last forever. Soon the phone began to ring. I Pulled away from her to answer the phone.

"Swan residence."

"Jacob... Where's Charlie." I knew who it was. It was that damn Edward. I looked at Bella.

"Who is it Jake?" she asked. I knew that if I told her, she would go running back to him and i would lose her forever.

"He's busy planning a funeral." is all I said before i hung up the phone. I looked at Bella. I had a feeling she knew exactly who it was on the other line.

"Jake damn it tell me who was that." she demanded. Just then the fuckin pixie chic came in with this scared to death look on her face.

"Damn it Bella it was Edward on the phone. He thinks your dead thanks to this scum bag." she said pointing a finger at me. Damn i wanted to tear her to pieces. I could already feel my anger start to take over me.

"Jake why didn't you give me the phone. You knew i wanted to talk to him. You fuckin knew Jacob." Bella said. She began to start to form tears in her eyes.

"Bella we need to leave. Edward is going to the Volturi to try and die. We need to stop him quick." said the damn pixie. I looked at Bella hoping she would stay here with me. After what we did, I hoped that the feelings she had for me were stronger than the ones she had for Edward.

Instead, she ran out of the house to get into the leeches car outside. I ran to the passenger window to talk some sense into her.

"Bella don't do this to me please. Forget him Bella... Dont leave me." I said with my heart in pain. I wish she knew just how much pain she had caused me.

"I-Im sorry Jake... I can't. Edward needs me." Thats all she said as the leech drove off with the person who had stolen my heart...