A/N this is a new story that I thought of, I am in love with the idea … and the song, it will be a good story I promise. This is different than my other story its dark, its pretty intense so far, in my head. This is based off of the song Tears Don't Fall by Bullet for my valentine. Bear with me it'll be sweet but … dark. :D

Bella

Preface

Edward and I were in separate bands. Over a competition we formed a friendship. Then a love. A love that was complacent for the most part, But bumpy and difficult. This is our story.

Chapter 1

Emmett Jasper and I, had lived together for at least six years ever since my parents left, Emmett's parents died … they weren't all that great to start anyways, and Jasper's parents just didn't care anymore.

We bought the apartment in seventh grade, we're now seniors in high school. The landlord allowed us to stay here for low money when we came to him telling him we had no where else to go.

The apartment is three bedrooms, one for all of us, a living area, with a TV and couch, a kitchen, and a bathroom. It wasn't to bad just a little cramped and run down.

With peeling wall paper, but very little bugs. You maybe found a fly every once in a while. Our laundry room is downstairs not a long walk even though we live on the top floor.

Emmett, Jasper and I have been involved with drugs, and sex. But I mean what do you expect from kids left completely alone at the age of thirteen. I had had sex with both Emmett and Jasper at the age of fifteen. Just experimentation. please don't freak about this but it has to be this way. Just calm down and take deep breaths. We decided that we were friends and that it didn't matter.

It was never awkward. It was usually a regular thing. Okay my mom is reading this so this is a note to her DO NOT FREAK OUT JUST READ IT GETS BETTER.

We were all still a little into the drugs, but we were careful about it. We had a lock closet with pills in it. Nothing suspicious just something to bring us up when were down, I hadn't done that in over two months though. We were all trying to quit. It wasn't a good thing for us. And we knew, but addictions are hard to kick.

"Bella band practice." I hear Emmett call up through the vent. He was downstairs in our section of the basement. The vent led straight up to our room.

I bolted up from the couch this was my real high. This was thing that made me happy. My music with my best friends.

I walk into the basement. We had requested sound proof so we wouldn't disturb anyone.

The basement was a very large room walls of stone, with lots of doors there were at least twenty. On the opposite side of the room was a laundry matt looking area, with tons of washing machines and dryers.

I walk up to the very last door. I open it and walk into the oh so familiar band room. It had wood walls. The drum set was on the wall behind the lead singer. ME. Jasper's guitar was next to behind me. Japer also had a mic. For the backup parts

Emmett sat down at the drums Jasper took his place at the guitar and I went to the mic. "one, two, three, four." I hear Emmett say and Jasper starts playing.

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It would be a good idea to play this song on youtube while you read this part. Paramore Love sick melody / stop this song

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You say the sweetest things and

ICan't keep my heart from singing

along to the sound of your song

My stupid feet keep moving to this 4/4 beat, I'm in time with youWhoa,

to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (die for you)(Someone stop this)

I've gone to far to come back from here,

but you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along

Someone stop this song, so I won't sing..I never let love in so I could keep my heart from hurting

The longer that I live with this idea, the more I sink into this 4/4 beatI'm in time with you

Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (stop this song)I've gone to far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

I've come to far to get over you, and you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

Can't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along

Someone stop this song, so I won't sing

Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight

But you won't get to me if I don't sing

It creeps in like a spider

Can't be killed, although I try and try to

Well, don't you see I'm falling?

Don't wanna love you, but I do(Lovesick melody) Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing along?(Lovesick melody)

Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing?

Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight

But you won't get to me, noYou won't get to me 'cause I won't sing

"Yeah," I say "that was awesome, but Jasper I think you were a little flat on the G sharp in measure 30. I comment.

"I think I was too." he said, we never argued we were all too close.

"Bella you were a little pitchy in verse 8." he said, yeah that was my worst part, I nod in agreement.

"Hey guys this is completely off topic but I think we should throw away all the pills, except for essentials. Like Ibuprofen, Pamprin, Tylenol, Advil, ect…." I finish, Emeett and Jasper had started nodding from Pampirn. Feminine oriented things can make any guy agree.

A/N I know its different but I hope you guys like it.

I will continue it even if you don't like it, I'll probably get them into drugs again like when they meet Edwards crew but I'm not sure, I'm not going to make anyone pregnant yet, so don't worry, but just about every story I write there will be a baby in it, most likely a girl one. Cause I want a girl when im older tee hee. Review please. There will not be any advertised story in this story just songs.

There will be two advertised songs. One IN the story and one in the A/N

Today's second advertised story will be.

Face down by the Red jumpsuit apparatus.

Here are the lyrics, look up the song.

Hey girl you know you drive me crazyone look puts the rhythm in my

I'll never understand why you hang aroundI see what's going up with make up in the mirror

tell yourself it's never gonna happen againyou cry alone and then he swears he loves you feel like a man

when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's gonna end

as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effectevery action in this world will bear a consequence

If you wade around forever you will surely drown

I see what's going down.I see the way you go and say your right again,

say your right again

heed my lectureDo you feel like a man

when you push her around?Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumble down a new life she has down in the dirt she says,

this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..Face down in the dirt she says,

this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

One day she will tell you that she has had enough

its coming round you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumble down, a new life she has you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumble down, a new life she has down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough