1 year ago:

I just can't walk away when I see you for I just want to talk to you.
I don't know why we even break up for its not true that I cheated on you.
with life passing by I just want to be by you and care for you.

If it is not enough then I be a man not for you and let the icy mist of wind take me now and destroy what I used to be. I want to be what we had together and that is all for its not over with the leftover feeling what I have. When I see you moving on and here I am alone in the cold.

I felt more ice piling up and with that I will perish and leave you alone It is now over and for I'm in the icy shadow consuming me. Let it be for I rather say that I want to felt nothing at all but love always struck for its a flower it always blooming and wilting like the seasons.

I will be gone now my farewell.... Oh how I want what I want is to let it go alas my emotion is too strong for it to pass and let my icy wind help me to destroy the feelings and let the emotion be forever be gone within me.

As I wonder why I fell for you in the first place its odd that I'm in deep sorrow.
My life is nothing nut ice and only ice.

May I just want you to know that I will always be with you and protecting you. My life is at your hands and always be within your hand.

I tried to be that man you wanted me to be, alas I can't be perfect. No man is perfect that is why we are human. I don't know why you insist of making me better which I tried. Although I did my best to do it so... but then you start to blame shit that I did not do. Why do you want from me? Why do you want me to do? You might as well shoot me in the head to end my misery.

5 years later:

As Brendan look at the horizon of of the midnight sky. " You know what May? I'm glad we broke up cause now I know that your were the most bitchy women I have met and now glad of your death." Brendan mutter to himself. Then look slightly down at her grave. Then walk on of this Christmas. Now that the burden is gone of his heart and fill with ice, Brendan no longer care about love.

NOTE: This is a short fic that came up to my head just a minute ago. Also the stanza are his inner thoughts a year ago as the opening said. This is mostly about a relationship that is never meant to be due to problematic issue. Merry Christmas to you all.