So blind

A nelena story

Selena POV

Loves is just like the wind you can't see it, but you can feel it. It feels nice and refreshing. I'm thinking of this as I drive to my boyfriend Taylor's house. I love him, and I am going to be with him for the rest of my life. I know it sounds stupid for a 17-year-old girl to be saying this, but it's what I feel.

I finally get to his house and knock on the door and ring the doorbell once. A few seconds later he answers the door. "babe" he says and kisses me. "Come in". I walk into his big house. He closes the front door. We go up to his room and sit on his bed. "I missed you" he says while kissing me hungrily.

In between the wonderful kiss I respond by giggling and saying "you saw me yesterday at school".

We kiss some more and he pulls away and says "well, that's a long time to be away from you".

He gives me a hunky smile and kisses me some more. He lays me down on his bed and he adds tongue. I know what he's trying to do. He wants to sleep with me. So I finally pull away. "we have to stop".

He gets off of me and looks at me. "Come on sel. I thought you loved me"

I sigh. "Taylor you know I do." I pause. "With all my heart".

"Then why don't you want to make love?"

"I'm just not ready yet". He looked sad. I thought about it again. I mean I love Taylor and I do want to do this. I just don't want to face the consequences, if there is any to face. But I want to, and I will. "You know what tay." He looks up at me. I inhale, and then exhale. "I'm ready".

He smiles. Then he kisses me. Then we start doing whatever you do before sex. You know, making out wildly and dry humping.

I said I was ready, but the truth is…I don't know if I am.