I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS THEY ALL BELONGS TO Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata


I sat in the kitchen, looked out over the darkening streets. I waited for you to come back home.
This wasn't the first time these five years we had been together that you had just said you should
go out with some friends and haven't come back until really late at night.
I looked at the clock and sighed.
"Only 12am?" I thought and went back looking out at the street.
It was starting to get late and I knew that you wouldn't be back yet in a couple of hours. But
why didn't I go to sleep then? In hope you would come back earlier? That you would confess
everything? Or I maybe just didn't want to go to sleep alone to wake up with you beside me.
I don't know even today, I'm happy for what I did in the end. You came home at 3am at least
twice a week, you wouldn't even look at me and you really looked guilty. Did you had so much
to drink? No I don't believe that, it could only be one thing. You have met another guy all this time.
You had been cheating on me since you started to 'go out with your friends' so damn often.

I never knew where you where just that you wasn't home when you should had been. It wasn't
like this back then, when we had newly moved together. You had no more alibis as I asked out
you friends, I read your messages from this 'dreamguy' as you had named him on your phone. I
don't want more little lies, I want the truth! You have already broken my trust and you will never
win it back. I should had known from the start, I should had seen the signs. You came home with
half of the clothes you left with but you just said it was a damn party, that you where drunk.

I looked down at the glass with Absinthe that I was holding in my hand. It was another of those
nights you wouldn't come back until early in the morning. I sat all night waiting for you to get back,
I took another drink. But mostly switched over to chocolate so the glass wouldn't be empty that fast,
so I wouldn't be the drunk one. I wanted to be conscious when you got back home.

You got back one day, I had packed my stuff was about to leave as you entered the house. You
asked me where I was going and I didn't answer. But I only gave you one last kiss goodbye. It really
hurts to look back now yet I still ask me why. Why did you do this to me?

Matt I'm sorry. I don't wanna continue living like this any more.


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