HINATA IS OOC 0_0

SHE IS VERY DIFFERENT AND I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THIS FANFIC

SASUKE IS KINDA OOC BUT I'M WORKING TO CHANGE THAT HABIT OF HIS

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I didn't understand why people had to be so sensitive and so judgmental over the most littlest thing or the most stupidest thing. It's like they can never stop themselves from just wanting to just throw themselves right out to the person who said that or did this.

But, apparently humans are just too predictable and are just so predijuce and ignorant that they can't help themselves to glop all over the said person who apparently said this or apparently did that.

Especially now.

Where it involves me.

Why is it so hard to deal with that for once in their bloody stupid lives that there is SOMEBODY who hates a certain somebody.

Somebody like me.

The one who is hating.

Hating a person like him.

Naruto and Kiba gaped at me with open mouths and wide eyes with shock. Sakura reeled from her lunch to stare at me with huge eyes that blasted out the damn moon. Ino and Shino just dropped dead in shock and all the while I grew angrier than before at the stupid fools.

Sasuke just stared at me with this incredulous look and a tinge of disbelief.

What the hell am I freaken saying here?

They ALL had disblief looks plastered all over their faces.

Just because I answered their stupid question.

Just because I didn't agree with the girls.

It was like the first shock in their lives that something I've said had caused such a bloody riot in this messed up community.

So what if I hated Sasuke Uchiha, what the heck are they going to do about it?

The bloody idiot was a freaken turn-off and attention seeker.

I have no bloody clue why the girls all melted for him it's like their heads got smashed to oblivion whenever they see the guy.

The guy's a jackass jerk and believe it or not, he's a bloody loner too.

Sure he had people around him but thats because HE needed them around him. He must've thought that his behaviour would come off as mysterious and sexy but I've already been through the same thing he's going through now, and it makes me sick.

He is such a wuss—a weakling despite his displays of power.

Sure he was absolutely physically strong but mentally?

He has serious issues with inner security that needed a check-up.

But that was besides the point of me hating him, even when I told them all plainly why I hated the guy, they were still so flabbergasted that I grew annoyed.

"Damnit you guys are in need of a major check-up if you think that ONE bloody person hates another person and act as if you've seen some boody typhoon idiot dancing around in his birthday suit." despite my harsh and sinister voice they all managed to snap out of their stunned state and start laughing.

I ignore them as I lock eyes with Sasuke.

He doesn't laugh just looks at me with disbelief in his obsidian eyes.

Eyes I hated so much.

I wanted to kill him.

To wring his neck and slaughter him to bits.

Every limb and nerve in my body tensed with anticipation and raw, pure hatred.

So naked that it blinded me for a split second.

I knew he sensed it, the aura around me went bleak and black with rage, but, I smile at him with all the fondness of that of a loved one.

This threw him off, absolutely losing himself, perplexed at my initial reaction and to what he was seeing now.

But my smile was short-lived as I felt my eyes hardened and mouth grow down and I glare at him.

He had no clue what the hell was going on.

First I was telling them that I hated him, second I just glared at him, then, smiled, and then glared at him even more than before.

Naruto touches my arm.

He was the only one closest to me, sitting right beside me on the picnic mat we all sat on, Sasuke across from me.

Not looking away from the Uchiha I feel Naruto's grip tightened.

But even then I still didn't break my stare with Sasuke.

Naruto relented and sighed in defeat, leaving me be, and says softly. " Hinata you've...changed."

Something in me flashed and glowed darkly.

Something more sinister than my rage for the Uchiha man across from me.

Turning to Naruto I let the smile from me be derisive and snort not long after.

"What the hell do you expect from somebody who got her whole fucken family get killed by their own hands, Naruto-kun?"

Everyone tenses and the girls gasp in horror at the first mention of my past.

Of when I disappeared from the face of Kohona on that lonely night.

The image of blood and Hanabi's distraught face haunts me.

Neji's shout for help just annoys the hell out of me.

Growling I stand up and leave.

A thought comes to me and I stop and go back. Once I'm looking down at Sasuke shell-shocked face I simply tell him to remind his older bro to come to the training grounds like we arranged before leaving again.

"Because I'm gonna leave him wishing he was dead."

My blank stare bore into their heads before I finally turned to go.

My mood shifted as I felt villagers and onlookers steer clear at the sight of me.

My jagged cropped hair of midnight blue, pale white orbs of the dead that scared the living daylights out of them.

My baggy clothes that hid my figure, my incredible height that didn't seem to want to stop growing.

I didn't give a fuck about what these bloody people thought of me, not like before.

Before I'd stutter and fluster like a total fool like a fucken idiot.

No not anymore, not what happened then did I change into what I am now after going through that.

All I felt nowadays were the same feelings I've felt ever since that night.

Dark.

Empty.

Impassive.

Bleak.

But most of all I didn't feel anything at all, it was like a black vortex so huge and monstrous was living in my body and seemed to envelope all that was around me.

It wanted to kill.

It wanted to sleep.

To hunt.

To be alone.

To torture.

Hell, this damn vortex wanted a LOT of things but most of all it wanted out.

Out of its cage and roam free, create and ensuing chaos in its wake.

I remember the time where I did let it go free, while aimlessly walking in the strange world I was never from, all the bloodshed and screaming that I created in my wake.

People there weren't like me. They didn't have what I had or what Kohona has, they didn't have power.

They were weak, frail things.

Easy to break.

Easy to cut up.

Easy to dice and slughter and pull and hack.

The people there...were easy.

People here?

They are hard.

Strong.

Powerful.

But not like me.

Not like my family and certainly not like Naruto.

Everyone here were powerful, but so agonizingly weak at the same time.

They would put up a fight but only a little before I'd crush them like the dust they truly are.

Those other people from that strange world didn't have a right to resemble anything.

They were insignificant.

Nothing.

Worthless beings put to a pathetic world to live and let die.

But their screaming were sounds of a heavenly record. Their dying screams were so musical and wondrous to my murdering haze of oblivion.

Piece by piece I felt myself lose control over my body as I felt the never-ending black vortex widen and grow as it unleashed its merciless power.

It felt exhilirating, to be able to feel power rush out and still be in you at the same time you feel yourself kill so many people.

But that feeling only wasted its presence for a split second before I felt numb.

As seconds passed I felt myself lose itself reason of breathing, of living.

I simple didn't care anymore.

I still don't.

Nothing ever made sense back then, I didn't feel guilt as I killed crying children. I felt nothing as I rushed behind a couple and slit their silent screaming throats.

My blank stare saw nothing.

They didn't feel anything but dead.

My heart beat slower than humanly possibly. My breathing was so silent that I didn't have to breathe anymore.

Everything changed...

I became nothing.

I begun life dead.

I had nothing left and could have destroyed a whole Universe by just letting the black vortex within me consume me.

Destroy me.

And everything else along with it.

I am a walking time-bomb.

Any time I decide to want to die I can snap my fingers and it'll only take a second.

If only she didn't come.

If only I didn't see her walk through a vortex of light and pull me to my feet and drag me back here.

Back to where I am now.

Kohona Fire Leaf Village.

The bloody messed up birthplace where every single moron calls home.

A punch was swinging for my face. But I dodged it too inhumanley fast, even for an average kunoichi, and clutched the throat of my attacker before he had time to disappear.

I only gripped the throat harder when I saw him try to uselessly make hand seals.

I didn't shout, didn't glare didn't even tense up like an average human.

I only stared at him with my head cocked to the side as I waited for anything to happen to me.

Nothing.

Nothing came over me as I saw his blue face in my grip.

I gripped harder on the gasping man, maybe then I could feel something...even filmsy would do...

"Hinata!" yelled somebody.

I let the person seperate me from the man I held on so tight.

Guess I felt nothing to him I thought to myself before I feel a slap to my face.

Slowly I look to who I let hit me and see...Haku.

The beautiful boy who had joined our village when everyone thought him to be dead when he stood in front protecting Zaku.

Zaku died but Haku didn't.

His eyes bore into mine yet I felt nothing as I thought I would.

His penetrating gaze was lost to me as I felt myself move around him and the crowding villagers. I walked on...he didn't follow.

Three years...three short years of blood, gore, screaming agony and nothing all the same.

Three years to me feels like an eternity yet now that it was up somebody came and had to relive me of my bloodbath as I needed to get ready for Reality.

The only thing keeping me from dying was this sole presence of a village.

I was set under the blondie's watchful eye and under servailance of the ANBU. Everyone was to keep their eyes on the Edgy Hyuuga.

The last of its kind.

Looking out to the dense woods I see the silent figures following me from behind. They're so plain to see but I let them be. If they want to be invisible then I'll let them be.

I didn't want to deal with Shino, Kiba or Naruto for that matter.

For the first time I came back here I spoke.

I spoke and heard myself filled with Death, with nothing.

I heard myself say what had happened, if only a little, but still I felt myself talk for those three years that has passed.

I talked.

And fucken made them a worriedwreck that wouldn't leave me the hell alone.

I wonder now why did I talk?

And then the moment of when Sasuke came up crashed into my mind.

I stopped walking and remembered.

I felt something.

I did feel something...it was pure in emotion, raw, naked—it was everything I was looking for in my life with my dead eyes.

It was rage.

I actually felt my lips tilt a curve, a half-smile but still a smile not chased by the murdering blood-lust glee that usuallly came from the black vortex.

I sensed the three men come rushing to me, I waited for them before I started attacking them brutally so.

By the end they were suffering from very severe wounds that I inflicted on them, but I had gone easy on them. Not like the one man I was going to ram my fist through his head.

The three guys moaned, we were all 19 but I beat the shit out of him.

Smiling with all the fake emotion I feel I tell them this,

"If you guys keep stalking me like the pedos you freaks are I'm going to have to go hard on you."

Turning around to walk back to the village I call out to them as I wave my to them.

"Consider this a warning. Because I really am not going to hold back next time."

Because next time we meet I'll kill all of you.

The image of long ebony hair tied back in a low pony-tail makes my dead eyes gleam with blood-lust.

But not before I kill him first, Itachi Uchiha.

The next morning I awoke to the screeching noise of a man in agony. I get up and go to the front of my apartment and open my door.

There in a fetal position is Sasuke Uchiha, blood seeping out of his eyes as he cuts off his screaming by clamping down on his mouth.

Drawing more blood.

Raising an inquisitive brow I lean against the doorframe.

My blank stare is ignored by the bleeding blind eyes opening in front of me.

"My, oh my, what do we have here?" I finally cut the silence with sarcasm.

I note that sarcasm is in my line of emotional barrage.

Sasuke cleared my thoughts as he tensed violently at the recognition of my voice.

Then he grew angry.

"What the fuck did you do to me?" he demanded.

I stifle a yawn before answering the bleeding Uchiha.

"I wish I knew, if I knew this would welcome me every morning than I would have gone to bed a lot earlier last night."

I feel myself smile when I see him snarl.

"Aw, the poor little pup is complaining, hmm, whatever shall I do?" I contemplated loudly for him to get the message.

"Get me to a fucken hospital."

I grinned.

"Nope. You're coming in."

And with that I carried Sasuke Uchiha into my small apartment, bridal-style, and laid him against my bed. Blood was dripping everywhere when I left him gasping out in agony.

I didn't give him any painkillers just got the clean towels and anticeptic aid kit. I laughed sadistically at his expense as he convulsed and winced, gasping in utter mortification.

His eyes were bloody and unseeing which made me laugh harder as I saw bloody tears trail down his dirt-ridden face.

After cleaning him up and leaving him be I watch him as he listlessy looks up with unseeing eyes.

Watching him makes me bored but then I see all the wounds and how good I've cleaned him up that I think to myself

'I need COFFEE.'

But then the black vortex wants release all of a sudden and complains to me that it wants to damage the Uchiha more than he did.

I already knew Sasuke's older bro did this, but, I didn't feel any need to let him feel my wrath. Something snapped within me and I saw my hand aglow with lime soft green.

The black vortex pouted like a kid

'Then give him this.' it said.

I put my hands over Sasuke's eyes, when he feels them he screams, but, just as quickly he suddenly quakes. Moving closer to him, I realise what I'm doing to him.

I'm healing him.

His eyes, I know them to be perfect and more, and then his body starts rejuvenating with life.

Ironic when I'm so filled with death that I have the power to bloody heal.

I stop healing and start to move off the bed. A rustle and then I feel hands on my waist. I growl menacingly but I feel him snuggle his face to my back.

Red hot fury flashes through me as I twist myself to him, making me sideways to him, and see the glimmer on his eyes.

Onyx black before, but now red with the Sharingan he carried within himself and more.

I know the more part because I fucken just gave it to him when I healed him—when black vortex healed him.

I have a damn gut wrenching feeling that black vortex was gay.

I glared at Sasuke but he only glared back.

Huh?

If he was angry then why the hell was he trying to grope me?

Stupid Bastard thinking with his pants only then did I hit him on the head.

Hard.

He hit ME on the chest.

Hard.

He was as fast as me.

Shit!

I felt black vortex scream with glee as HE chanted with a million voices ringing in my damn head 'Partner! Partner! Partner!'

I groaned in misery.

I did NOT just connect myself with a soulmate!

By the look on Sasuke's face I knew I did.

He hasn't realized it and I took this as my opportunity to escape.

"Itachi's waiting for you."

Correction Itachi is waiting for ME!

But who the hell would want to say that bloody thing while trying to escape from their recently imprinted soulmate.

I already knew that Sasuke hated him so I played with his emotions, which are so easy to manipulate, and in the next second he's growling and rushing out of my window.

It breaks but thats the least of my worries, besides, I like the breeze.

Before Sasuke can finally feel the wrongness of seperation with me, as I already feel now, I run out of the opposite direction and just keep going at it.

Nothing but in my white tank top and white-blue striped boxers short, I run through the mill of villagers that look at me scandalized, but most guys just die from nosebleeds.

Hearing a set of running footsteps I instantly know that Sasuke is behind me.

I sense him infuriated at my earlier display of escapade but I also felt him with the burning desire to have me in his arms.

I also knew, from the soulmste connection we now shared, that he was getting turned on by this sudden game of cat-and-mouse.

I showered him with all the hate I held for him. All the contempt I held just for him, and threw it right at him.

But he took it all in and just got turned on even more than before.

Shit!

I didn't fucken WANT this but somewhere out there in the Universe somebody apparently thought that I DID need someone.

And not just someone but HIM.

The guy from the other day I just claimed to hate to the whole world.

Just what the fuck is going on here? I thought uselessly.

I have no idea but you're mine Hinata a voice so filled with lust crashed through my head.

Great! So Fucken Great! I see that the Telepathy System is kicking in. Oh this is going to SO much fun Sasuke-koi. I thought with sarcasm giving more of an emphasis on the last word.

His mind shivered.

I ran faster.

There was one point where his hand brushed mine, but, without thinking, I grabbed it and rammed my body sharply against his before swiftly slamming him to the ground.

We didn't see where we were but seeing Naruto's and Shikamaru shocked and nosebleeding expressions I suspected we were in their neighborhood.

Sasuke growled menacingly when he saw through me at the two guys.

I instinctly kicked his head before rolling my eyes in disgust.

He made a grab for my feet but I instantly stomped his hand before bone-crushingly breaking it as I swiveled to run away.

I tried to ignore the painful sensation that enveloped me when I sensed Sasuke's loss of control.

The pain in his hand wasn't the thing that made my heart wrench in agony, but, it was the sudden absense of me.

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I stopped running.

I racked through my air and threw back my head to the pink sky.

I screamed.

Everything that had just happened was overwhelming me and my mind so much that I felt like I was going to go crazy.

I felt like my whole being was going to explode.

I have no idea why I'm screaming. I've never done this before not when I killed my family, not when I killed Ma, Hanabi, Neji those children.

Everything until now I wondered uselessly why was I screaming so much hatred?

So much agony.

Thats when I felt Sasuke come rushing to me.

He hears me.

He's in pain too and something in me cracks.

Why was he in pain?

I didn't want him to be in pain so why was he?

I want him happy...why did I want him happy?

I barely knew him.

Before I could stop screaming and run away I felt him slam into me. His arms so wide were trapping me all around, leaving me no room for escape.

Shock, despair, and agony. These emotions crash into me...but this wasn't what I was feeling, it was what he was feeling.

And that when I felt him shake.

Tears trailed down my face but they weren't my own.

They're not mine.

Sasuke buries his head into mine and clutches me harder than before.

I knew he saw then my living nightmare.

I knew he saw everything and still is but I couldn't do anything about it and just leaned into him.

My body...it felt like it was nothing.

My blank stare to the sky went to his face. My hand reaches up to his face and wipes away the tears.

I know that I was going to live my life like a dead doll, but, that still didn't have to mean that I was going to drag my Sasuke down with me.

He'll be the one with the feelings and I will be there for him.

The stupid loner will finally have somebody there waiting for him at his cold, empty and stale home.

I couldn't possibly offer him anything of importance because I was worthless as it is, but, what I can offer him is myself.

He cried harder.

Something in me wrenched painfully.

I took his face and made him look at me.

I saw myself in his eyes as he saw himself through mine.

I saw my grief mirror his.

"Don't...cry."

My throat tightened as I felt him cry for me.

His eyes flashed red as remorse were evident in his look.

Your not nothing.

I smile at him.

"I am. But you're not. You're alone but nothing can ever make you so desolate as I am now."

The feelings behind his crimson eyes are lost in the turmoil I find myself in as he drags me within him.

You. Are. Everything.

I shake my head as I walk around his inner him.

We're in my black vortex just hovering right on top of it.

It is so beautiful. So dark with never-ending misery and despair.

I feel Sasuke sink to his knees as he sees what it is that is within me.
What everyone is so afraid of.

Suddenly an overwhelming of disgust came into me.

I withered and feel myself disappear.

Oh, he...hates me.

Outside me I feel SDasuke's grip grow harder and hear him yell at me.

"No! NO! That's not it at all I jusst bear to see you live like this while I do NOTHING it makes me feel disgusted with myself!" he whimpered as he felt me slip away.

I did not hear him of what he just said.

Just only felt he's pain.

Right then I felt my outer self limp lifelessly in his arms.

I feel so...sleepy.

I hear myself sigh as I was held by the one I love.

Again...he didn't make any sense.

If he hates me—why hold onto me as well?

But then the answer comes to me and I laugh in my mind.

It's because...we're soulmates now.

Of course he'd want me, it was all because of that connection we have that he feels this way.

If he didn't become my soulmate he'd have been disgusted anyway.

That last thought rang wild in me before I disappeared within myself.

Sasuke's point of view(Preview of whats to come for chappie 2!)

Something in me ripped when I see Hinata go limp.

I couldn't beleive she actually thought that.

Something was happening to me but I discard that thought as I pick up her form and run full-out to my estate.

How could I be disgusted with her?

Why was she not disgusted with me?


review please and please forgive me.

I may seem to have plenty of time writing another story but believe me when I say this, I don't.

Kaila Azroth

much love to all who read this!