Disclaimer! I don't own this song or House of Anubis! This takes place in America while Nina was writing the letter to Fabian.
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Nina was shaking as she typed out her letter to bestfriend and soon to be Ex-Boyfriend, Fabian. All the things she did with him were going to be thrown away, but she knew it was going to happen some day.
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
She remembered the fights they had. With him being so far away it was impossible to stay together. She just wanted to keep him, and everyone else, safe.
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop
Nina didn't want this to happen, she knew doing this would hurt him, but going back would hurt him even more.
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
She knew that if she went, Fabian would have gotten hurt and would have left her for someone more safe, this was easier for her. If he moved on now, no one would get get physically hurt.
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
As she got up go get water for her gran, she bumped into a table and a photo fell. Nina picked it up to see an photo of her and Fabian at the play on her first year there. Then she remembered how Joy also made him happy and all the downs Fabina had.
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
She remembered after only a few days after summer and "The Kiss" how easily they fell apart. It hurt but she knew Fabina couldn't last.
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
"I can't let him suffer because of me anymore." Nina said, reading aloud her diary and crying at the same time. The song 'My Perfect Day' was playing on the radio-Fabina's song.
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
She wasn't meant to stay with Fabian. He had loved her more than anyone could, and that's why she had to leave. He would get himself killed trying to save her.
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ah already gone, already gone, already gone
Ah already gone, already gone, already gone
There was nothing he could to change her mind, loving him and being with him was just a beautiful memory, a dream she would never forget.
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Nina sat back down at her computer screen and copied the message onto her email.
'Here this is it Eddie, print it and give it to him when you see him. And tell him-' Nina paused and breathed.
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
'-goodbye.'
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
*Message sent*
