Hello everyone! How is you? I decided to write a quick one shot about Gray x Juvia becaus I love this pairing, at the moment I have a bit of writers block for my other story: A Maka x Soul story, I have a chapter written but I don't know if it's any good. I'll post it anyway. Also, I'm in the middle of planning another fairy tail story so...yeah. Okay bye for now!
Dear diary,
Today at school Juvia saw Gray-sama. He looked handsome as always, his jet black hair over his face, those deep dark eyes. Just thinking of it makes Juvias heart pound. But of course Gray-sama will never return Juvias feelings. All Juvia can do is stare at him from the background. Juvia has only spoken to Gray-sama a few times, mostly about anime or science. In the lunch line, Juvias stares at the back of Gray-samas head, wondering what it would be like to wake up to that everyday.
Juvia doesn't see much of Gray-sama, they go to different classes, Gray-same has different friends than Juvia does. Lucy is friends with one of Gray-samas friends and all Juvia can do is long to be friends with them all but Juvia can't...she's...too shy. Juvia doesn't have many friends but the ones she does she treasured with all her heart however, people have started leaving Juvia all alone and she realises, the only one she can really trust...is Lucy. Gray-sama is very kind and caring towards everyone, he often makes science jokes that only Juvia gets but she can't laugh or people will stare and make fun of her.
Every night Juvia looks at pictures of Gray-sama on her phone and wishes he could be hers, Juvia made the mistake of telling someone about her love for Gray-sama but they could stay quiet and told a lot of people, Juvia was very embarrassed. Once, someone asked Gray-sama out for Juvia but he rejected her feelings and didn't talk to her for months. This killed Juvia inside. Then, when all of Juvias friends were out of class, Juvia and Gray-sama started talking and Juvia felt at peace around him, he make excellent conversation and Juvia was able to talk to him like she wasn't shy around new people. Gray-sama opened Juvias voice box and released her confidence.
Lately, thanks to Gray-sama, Juvia has been talking to new people a lot more, Juvia even had a brief conversation with the friend that Lucy was friends with, Juvia felt proud of herself for once but she couldn't share this accomplishment with Gray-sama or anyone else because they wouldn't understand how difficult it was for Juvia to understand this. However, Juvia has been second best around lots of people, that's why she is this way. Around her "friends" Juvia was always second choice. People were always choosing someone else over Juvia...even the people she considered her best friends. So now Juvia doesn't trust people she doesn't know. But Juvia feels Gray-sama wouldn't act this way, maybe he'd be understanding. That's the kind of guy Gray-sama is.
So there Juvia was, just staring because that's all she could do. Admiring him from afar, watching him laugh at some unknown joke. Loving him even though he did not love her back, letting her mind wander after him. His laugh was the best thing Juvia had even heard, she longed to hear it forever, but she knew that could not be. Juvia would never be loved by Gray-sama, even though he had saved her.
When Juvia had first joined the school, no one liked Juvia. She was alone and sad but then...while everyone was ignoring her, Gray-sama didn't. He talked to her, he didn't treat her like she wasn't there, he treated her like a human and that's why Juvia loves him.
I love you Gray-sama, even if our love is one sided.
Juvia Lockser
hi again! What did you guys think? Leave me a review telling me what you thought about this story and any other ideas you want to be made into a fanfic, anyway review and I'll see you soon!
bai bai!
-MehKitty
