Author's note: My friend and I thought it would be fun to write Jeffbastian so as you can see it switch perspectives each paragraph but i hope you like it.
Jeff had not had the best day. After a long lacrosse practice and a brutal yelling at by the couch he just wanted to go back to his shared dorm and sleep it off. He stood in the shower for an hour trying to get the feeling to wash off but it did no good. He sulked back to his room his hair still wet, shirt unbuttoned slightly, hire tie lying around his neck. He stepped inside waving hi to Sebastian before sitting on his bed. "So what's up?"
Sebastian looked up and smiled as Jeff walked in. He'd spent the afternoon adding more music to his notebook of compositions. Jeff's appearance worried Sebastian slightly. It wasn't often that his friend looked so tired and worn out. "Well, nothing really. Bad practice?" Sebastian questioned, knowing Jeff had probably come from the shower. He set his notebook down and turned to face his roommate. "To be honest, you look pretty beat."
Jeff nodded. "yeah, couch says that we gotta work harder, run faster, be stronger otherwise we'll lose this week and honestly I really could do without the pressure" Jeff let his head fall back against the wall as he pulled his tie off and kicked off his dress shoes off. He smiled lightly over to his roommate. "What are you writing?" Jeff asked a sly grin spreading across his face, "is it a love note to that crush you keep telling me about?"
Sebastian smirked at Jeff's description of his coach. "That's why I quit lacrosse. It always added pressure to my life." he said, shrugging slightly. At Jeff's mentioning of his crush, he turned bright red. "I was writing music!" he said, snatching the book from their bedside table and shoving it under his pillow. "And I thought we said we weren't going to talk about this crush of mine!" Sebastian said, his blush growing a deeper red with every second.
Jeff laughed, throwing a pillow at Sebastian. "Come on I was joking and we will talk about this until you tell me who this guy is" Jeff got up starting to change. "I mean seriously you won't tell me a thing about him. All you say is I know him and that he's a cool guy. Well news flash Sab, we're all pretty cool and I know a lot of people" Jeff turned to look at him, now Jeff was standing there in his sweats and lacrosse hoodie over a wife beater. "Come on man who is this guy"
Sebastian caught the pillow and threw it back at Jeff while he changed. "First of all, the conversation ends now, because I'm never going to tell you." he said, quickly trying to cool off his face while Jeff's back was turned." And secondly, some are cooler than others." he added as his friend turned. "Jeff. I'm not telling you. Maybe you don't know him. Maybe I'm giving you false info so you'll never know." Sebastian shrugged and looked around the room, avoiding Jeff's eyes.
Jeff rolled his eyes. "You're lying but fine whatever Sab" He sighed. Jeff dropped onto his bed pulling out his own notebook to start to write. Everyone at Dalton knew about Jeff and his notebooks, but Sebastian was one of the only ones to know he was published author of a book they had just currently started reading at Dalton. Jeff wrote for a while not paying attention to the boy across the room, who may have been watching him.
Sebastian sighed as Jeff took out his notebook. Jeff always got so into his writing that almost all others were cut out. Sebastian turned his head slightly, taking in the sight of his friend. The way his hair fell so perfectly into his eyes. The way he could look so good in sweatpants and a sweatshirt. The look in his eyes when he was genuinely happy. The determined look on his face while he wrote. Sebastian caught himself staring and blinked a few times. "Uh...what're you writing about today?"
Jeff turned to Sebastian grabbing his glasses. He barely wore them but as it got darker in the room and he had removed his contacts he needed them to see. "Just about couch and today and crushes." Jeff shrugged "things that all of us get but never share." He closed his notebook, putting it away and smiled again at Sebastian. Jeff rolled onto his side. "So if this guy is cooler than others...then he must be like super special to you too right?"
Sebastian shook his head at Jeff's comment. "You are so damn eager to find out that you wrote about crushes?" he questioned, smiling as Jeff turned. "Yeah, he's super special to me. He's amazing." Sebastian said, biting his lip softly. "But I think he's out of my league. And he wouldn't ever like me. He could get so much better. And he could get it easily too." Sebastian said, looking up at the ceiling.
Jeff smiled, "what makes you think he's out of your league?" Jeff asked furrowing his brow. "You're a great guy Sab. I mean you're cool and funny. The warblers all love hanging around with you." Jeff leaned over nudging Sebastian "and who's to say he doesn't like you to or better yet has a crush on you just as much as and is waiting for you to tell him." Jeff laughed "although don't flatter yourself, I wrote about crushes because it's February and everyone is acting like they're so in love" he fluttered his eyelashes at Sebastian laughing again. "Really man though, you should just tell him. See what happens"
Sebastian blushed at Jeff's words and turned over, hiding his face in the nearest pillow. "But if I tell him, our friendship might be ruined and I'd hate myself if that happened." he said, his voice coming out slightly muffled. Sebastian turned his head and bit his lip. "He's one of my good friends and do you know how awkward it would be if he didn't like me back?" he questioned. "I hate February. It's the one month where either you're in love or you're wallowing in self-pity because you can't find a date."
"I agree and Valentine's Day just makes it so obvious whether you matter to someone or not." Jeff stated "I mean granted I did get 5 lollipops this year but still there was one I was hoping for and I never saw that name but there was a secret admirer one" Jeff shook his head pulling out the strawberry lollipop. "I wish I knew who sent it" Dalton and its Sister school had a tradition of selling lollipops around valentines to give to the one you liked. As Jeff spun it in his fingers he smiled "as for ruining the friendship thing, you'll never know until you say something. I'm still going with he likes you too" Jeff shrugged "but hey that's just what I think, and who am I"
"Someone super special..." Sebastian muttered. He looked up and grabbed his lollipops. "I got 7. 4 are from that freshman kid who keeps following me. One from Trent. One from Thad. And a secret admirer one." he said, flipping through the small tags. "How are you so sure that he likes me too?" Sebastian questioned, looking over at Jeff then back up to the ceiling. "If I tell him, when should I do it? And how should I do it?"
"7.4? Really?" Jeff rose an eyebrow "sounds...unrated" he muttered. "Well if you're going to tell him you should just be like hey so I can I talk to you, then pull him aside and tell him." Jeff shrugged still examining the lollipop and the tag. "I mean there are other ways but that's just the easiest in case he doesn't like you, like you seem to think isn't possible but I think he does."
Sebastian sighed and covered his face with his hands. "Fine. I'll be right back" he said, jumping up and walking out of the bedroom, still holding one of his lollipops. He walked back in a few minutes later. "J-Jeff...can I…. Talk to you?" he asked, biting his lip and quickly looking down at his feet.
Jeff smiled and shook his head as he stood. "Well sure Sebastian, whatever could this be about" Jeff laughed. He didn't wait for a reply, he had known all along. Jeff just leaned in and kissed Sebastian. He cupped his cheek, as their lips moved together a smile spreading across Jeff's face. "So can I guess this was from you?" he asked holding up the lollipop "although I knew, because I know your handwriting" He felt a blush light his cheeks. "And yeah I do like you too"
Sebastian smiled as Jeff kissed him. He let his hands rest on Jeff's hips and immediately started blushing once Jeff pulled back. "I...you...but how'd you know!" Sebastian asked. "Was it that obvious?" he bit his lip and smiled shyly. "I can't believe you knew."
Jeff rolled his eyes and kissed Sebastian again. He pushed him back against the door as the kiss intensified still. As they parted panting Jeff put his forehead to Sebastian's. "You talk too much" Jeff whispered "and no it wasn't, but you wrote out the ticket for the lollipop and I've seen your handwriting enough to know that it was yours." Jeff kissed him again quickly. "So will you shut up, kiss me more and be mine? Be my boyfriend?"
Sebastian smiled at Jeff's request. "Well...I mean...I'll have to think about it..." he said, playfully walking across their room. He turned and smiled running back to Jeff and pulling the boy into his arms. "I thought about it. And I'd love to be your boyfriend." he said, kissing Jeff deeply. Sebastian smiled into the kiss and managed to pull both of them over to his bed. He sat down and held Jeff on his lap, pulling back slowly. "You are...so amazing."
Jeff blushed for the first time that night. "Not as amazing as you think I am but hey" he shrugged "I'll always take a compliment from a cute boy I've liked since he moved in here" Jeff kissed his new found boyfriend softly and sweetly. "So this means when we cuddle at night because of your fear, I get to kiss you too" Jeff thought for a moment. "I'm liking these perks" he laughed
Sebastian leaned his head on Jeff's shoulder and smiled. "You're actually really amazing. And I've thought that since I first saw you dancing before my Warbler audition. To be honest, you made me really freakin' nervous. I didn't want to mess up in front of you." He said, kissing Jeff's cheek. "I like those perks too...seeing as cuddling with you has been my favorite part of everyday..."
Jeff turned to look at Sebastian lifting his head to look into his eyes. "You could never mess up according to me" Jeff smiled softly "I don't care how other people see you. I know you more than anyone else and that's all that matters." Jeff kissed Sebastian softly. "As for the out of your league thing, that's so not true. We are totally in the same league although I am cuter then you" Jeff laughed "and you need to keep up on the kissing mister, I don't want to have to kiss you first all the time"
Sebastian smiled and took Jeff's hand, squeezing it lightly. "You are cuter than me, I can't deny that one." he said laughing softly. "Oh so now you're demanding kisses?" he questioned, a smirk appearing on his face. Sebastian leaned in and kissed Jeff softly, slowly beginning to part his lips. He slid his tongue gently over Jeff's bottom lip, his free hand wrapping around the boys waist.
Jeff smirked and smiled, raising an eyebrow as he parted his lip letting his tongue dance and play with Sebastian's. He couldn't help but giggle in the kiss as he laid back on the bed pulling Sebastian with to lay semi on top of him. As they pulled apart panting he giggled still. "Now that is a kiss, and that we should do again" Jeff pulled him back down into yet another kiss, his hand going into Sebastian's hair.
Sebastian smiled into the next kiss, but quickly pulled away. "You just giggled. It was cute." he said, winking before he kissed Jeff again. He gripped Jeff's hips, pulling their bodies closer together. He let Jeff's tongue slide into his mouth, another smile present on his lips.
Jeff parted the kiss, whispering against Sebastian's lips. "Get used to it, I do that when I like someone" Jeff smiled kissing him again. They alternated kissing fast and slow. As they parted finally Jeff caressed Sebastian's cheek a grin on his face, word were no good to him right then. No word could describe just how happy he was.
Sebastian looked into Jeff's eyes and smiled. "You are so perfect...I can't even describe It." he said, pressing a light kiss to Jeff's lips. He ran his fingers down Jeff's side and let out a content sigh. "I don't know why I never said anything earlier...I really should have." Sebastian said, leaning their foreheads together.
Jeff smiled looking back at him "it's because you're to blind to see what's in front of you" Jeff replied "you really think I come back to the room dressed like that and wear this to bed because I want to?" He let out a small giggle and shook his head "everything I did was to try and get your attention" Jeff caressed his cheek again. "What do you say we cuddle now boyfriend?"
Sebastian blushed and bit his lip. "I can't believe I didn't see it...well I mean...I did...and it caught my attention. But I never thought you'd ever like Me." he said, nuzzling Jeff's neck. "Does cuddling involve sleeping? Because I am in no way sleeping yet. I just got you and I don't want to sleep through our first hour as your boyfriend." Sebastian said, quickly jumping up and changing into sweatpants and an old lacrosse shirt.
Jeff laughed "well no it doesn't have to involve sleeping we can just lay here and talk like we normally do" Jeff rolled to watch his boyfriend changed. Now that they were dating there was an invitation to look. He licked his lips and winked at Sebastian. "Coming back anytime soon or do I have to cuddle myself?"
Sebastian turned around and stuck his tongue at his boyfriend. "Someone's eager!" he replied, turning and slowly walking back to the bed. He smirked and lay down next to Jeff. "Hello, boyfriend." he said, leaning in and kissing Jeff softly.
Jeff kissed him back. "Hello to you too" Jeff decided not to wait any longer for what he had wanted to do. He sat up slightly making Sebastian lay back on the bed, Jeff started to kiss at his jaw line. He liked the way Sebastian's skin tasted as he started to lightly kiss down his neck as well.
Sebastian smiled as Jeff kissed his skin. He lay there, letting Jeff take control. Sebastian bit his lip as Jeff's lips ran over a sensitive spot on his neck. He rested his hands on Jeff's hips and held them close together. "Y-your lips are amazing..." he said, his voice soft and breathless.
Jeff smiled and kissed back up his neck. He kissed his boyfriend softly. "Just wait until you see what else I can do with my mouth" Jeff smirked. It was no secret that Jeff wasn't a virgin and wasn't new to things at all. When he was new to though was really taking his time with someone and that was the plan with Sebastian they'd take their time. Jeff kissed his chest softly. "You know you're pretty perfect too"
Sebastian blushed at Jeff's comment. "You are such a tease" he said, kissing Jeff playfully. "Not at perfect as you." he replied, kissing Jeff's nose lightly. "Your hair is perfect, your eyes are breathtaking. You're graceful and talented and caring and handsome. And you're one of the only people that have ever taken the time to get to know me." Sebastian looked into Jeff's eyes as he finished. "I could go on, but it'd take a while."
"so could I so I'll just stick to the fact that you're perfect as a whole whether it's when you smirk because you have a thought that your trying to hide or you get that stern look on your face like you're carrying the world on your shoulders" Jeff kissed Sebastian softly. "You are perfect in every flaw you have and every smile you make."
Sebastian blushed and kissed Jeff's cheek. "My flaws...so you mean the fact that I sleep talk and how I- Oh shit...I sleep talk...did I ever...say anything about...you?" he asked, hiding his face in the crook of Jeff's neck. "I probably did...that's so damn embarrassing." Sebastian said, laughing softly.
Jeff laughed softly. "No nothing about me, just about the guy you liked, cows, the color green and falling down a rabbit hole." He used his shoulder to push Sebastian's face back out "you need to stop hiding from me, it's no fun and plus I'm not just your friend now." Jeff grinned "I'm that thing you've wanted for a while and moaned about in your sleep." He winked at Sebastian playfully before jumping up off the bed. Jeff stuck his tongue out at Sebastian then flopped on his own bed, beckoning him with his finger.
"Jeffery!" Sebastian exclaimed. He jumped off his own bed and laid down on Jeff's. "First of all, I wasn't hiding...exactly...you smell good!" he said, with a wide smile. "I can't believe you listened to everything I said in my sleep...damn it" he said, looking up and kissing Jeff lightly. "Wait...I talked about cows?"
"Really after I tell you all that, all you pull out is cows?" Jeff laughed. He snuggled into his cuddly boyfriend, tucking his head under Sebastian's chin. "Only once and it was after a report you had done on dairy farms." Jeff let out a small yawn, he had had a long day full of let down but right now he couldn't have been happier as he wrapped his arm around Sebastian's waist.
Sebastian smiled. "Out of all you said, cows were the weirdest one!" he said, wrapping his arms around Jeff and holding him close. He sighed contently and kissed the top of Jeff's head. "You tired, sweetheart?" he asked, running his fingers lightly up and down Jeff's arm.
"Yeah" Jeff yawned "a long day" Jeff nuzzled into Sebastian's chest, "but this has got to be my favorite part so far" Jeff couldn't help it as his eyes closed. He breathed in the scent he had come to know so well, but this time there was more to it. This time it wasn't just the scent of one of his best friends is was also the scent of his boyfriend. Jeff dropped a paper he had had closed in his hand as he relaxed into sleep.
Sebastian smiled as his boyfriend drifted to sleep. He held him close and gently picked up the paper, reading it, and smiling. He looked down at Jeff and laughed quietly. Sebastian kissed Jeff's hair and snuggled into the bed. It was the first night in a while that Jeff had fallen asleep before him, but as he closed his eyes, Sebastian could feel that he'd sleep just fine tonight.
