Dear Newt


And I lie awake and miss you

The stars lean down to kiss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here


I don't know why I am doing this, it will not bring you back, I guess I just wanted tell someone what happened even if it just paper.

I haven'ttold Minho, I amto scared too, because if I lose him I will have no one.

I see you everywhere, in the faces of the living, in the woods calling me, I am so sorry for what I did to you. I should have found a why to save you.


I'll watch the night turn light blue

But it's not the same without you

Because you takes to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

'Till I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where your fit perfectly


I guess I just miss you Newt, you held everyone together, even if you did not know it. You were my best friend and I know that now. I am so sorry I did all that to you. I am sorry about the maze; I should never have done it.

A memory of the day you climbed that bloody maze wall and jumped off I watched and did nothing they would not let me.

All of that was my fault just like you said, I am so sorry, I am a terrible person, I know this is to late but I am really sorry for what I did.


I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist deep in thought because when

I think of you I don't feel so alone


I wish you were here I know you are happy in death but I wish you were still next to me calling meTommy and saying bloody inspired, Now no one can call me Tommy now that you are gone, no one calls me by a nickname now.

And I am glad, only you and Teresa were allowed to do that.

I feel so alone sometimes, I don't have you to talk to, all I have is Minho and Brenda and they never listen like you did.

I miss you Newt more then you think, and I am so sorry for what happened I wish I could have saved you.


I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone


I wish I had known what happened to you, are you with everyone that is dead? And if you are can you please tell Chuck I am sorry I never found his mom and dad, and that I miss him.

Have you been watching over everyone, watching everything?

Do you miss us? I know it's stupid but do wish you were alive again.


As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight


I wish I could go back and no kill you. I know you wanted me too, but if I could make you live again flare free, I would.

Would you even what to live again? Or are you happy?

I'll think of you tonight

Brenda always asked why I cannot sleep at night, and it is because of you.

I think about what I should have done differently, because shuck I loved you. You were like a brother and my best friend and I think you will always be.

No one will take your place, because I love you. You bloody shuck face.


When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the would that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling, I wish you were here"


I know you are never going to see this, and I will just leave in on the grave we made for you. Where no one can see it.

But right now I don't care, you were my best friend and I took you from this world. And I will never forgive myself for that.

I will always remember you, till my last day, and then I hope I see you when I die. I will always miss you I hope you knew that.

I am so sorry Newt; please forgive me, so I know one of us, as!

I love you,. You bloody shank.

Love, always.

Tommy