The end of the summer…
Lucas POV
What have I done? Am I insane? All I had to do was tell her to stay with me and she would have stayed. She wanted me to tell her to stay, and stupidly I didn't. Did she really want to stay? This is her dream, and she has to want it, but maybe not more than she wants to be with me. All I want is for her to be happy, and for that to happen, she has to pursue her dreams. I could have gone with her, but I have my own dreams to pursue. Unfortunately, my dream of her being at my side the whole time cannot be fulfilled. I need her more than she knows. I miss her already and it has only been 5 minutes since she left. Am I pathetic to want her this much? In my mind I'm not, but then why didn't I stop her? I guess I will keep asking myself these questions for the next 4 years now. I may never have an answer to them, but maybe I don't need an answer. Maybe I did do the right thing. I guess only time will tell.
