DON'T LEAVE ME

Summary: Akihiko's POV of when Misaki had to leave him to go back to living with his brother.

As I stare out at him, I can't help but feel like my entire world is falling apart.

Misaki is leaving me...and going back to his brother. I don't want him to, but...even I know that he would be better off living with his family. Takahiro may be right, there are just some things I will never be able to give him...no matter how much I may want to.

"...Misaki."

I want to say, "Please, don't leave me"... but I can't. I can't bring myself to say those words, because...I know how happy Misaki is at being able to see his brother again.

"Don't worry. I'm good. I promise to do all the chores until I leave. I'll freeze some meals for you", he says, passing me with the basket of washing in his arms.

All this time, Misaki has been...refusing to look me in the eyes. But why? I...I don't want that at all, I want to see his face! I want to see those adorable green eyes of his looking at me, and only me!

"I'll go to my brother's place, like you say."

At his words, something inside me snaps. Without warning, I grab his arm and force him to look at me. He gives me a look of surprise, "Wha-"

Then, both we and the clothes basket fall to the floor. "That hurts! Usagi-san!"

I don't know what's gotten over me. I just...want one last time with him. I want to hold him and I want to touch him...I want to make love to him again and again, until he realizes just how much I need him.

My body on top of his, I try to kiss him, holding one of his arms in my hand to hold him in place. His other hand is on my shoulder, trying to push me away, "N-No! Stop it!"

"Knock it off!" Misaki says angrily as I pull down his pants.

"I said, no! Ah!" he cries as my actions become more desperate.

"Sto-" I cut him off as I capture his sweet, soft lips with my own, holding his wrist tightly in my hand.

"Mmmph!" Misaki gives a muffled cry.

I continue my journey, and reach my hand down his briefs, "Ah! Stop-"

"STOP IT!" the boy suddenly shouts and he grabs some bed sheets and throws it into the air, hiding my face from his view. When my face is finally revealed to him, I can't stop the sad look that crosses my face. I feel so lonely, it's almost unbearable.

Misaki stares at me with a panicked look. Getting to his feet, he shouts at me, "Dammit-! I'm sick of you screwing with me like this! You asshole!"

I don't respond. I don't do anything at all. And, without another word to me, Misaki runs out of the room.

I stand there in silence, completely alone. I feel numb...cold...and empty. I can feel a pain of over-whelming loneliness slowly washing over me, breaking my heart into a million pieces.

I...I don't like this. I love that kid so much, and yet...there really isn't anything I can do to make him stay, is there?

As tears slowly start rolling down my cheeks, I finally whisper, "Please, don't leave me"

But it's already too late. He can't hear me anymore.