A/N: Soo... this was supposed to be fluff. And then my brain made it angst. Really, really angsty. Maybe someday I'll be able to write fluff. But anyway, this is pretty short, and hopefully it won't be too painful to get through. My first attempt at poetry. Let me know if you like it!

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any of the characters.


What Is Love?

Our eyes met and the sparks flew

Within a month we were together at last

Electricity traveled through our bodies as our fingertips touched

We believed that nothing would be able to move us past

Our love for each other.

And it only grew for each other as we spent time together

I graduated and waited in Lima for a year for you

Before we moved to New York together

And within a year you became the man who

Got down on one knee for me.

I said yes without hesitation

Because I knew you were the man for me

You made a day feel like a minute

And it killed me to see

That we started to grow apart.

You're perfect to me, at least you were

But then you started to change

This was no longer the fairytale I imagined

And I noticed it was strange

When you came home drunk that one night.

You swung at me for the first time that night

And you apologized when you woke

And though I accepted it with no questioning

You realized that when I spoke

I no longer loved you like I did.

You threw yourself into your job and drinking

You responded to my questions by just shrugging

And that's how we spent our marriage

Fighting, crying, and hugging

Just to repeat it the next day.

I lost my mind

This relationship twisted my gut

And it caused me to lock myself in the bathroom one day

And end it with a cut

Because nothing mattered anymore.

I counted on countless good occasions

And now my body is covered with flowers

I hope hitting me was worth it, Blaine

I hope when you take your showers

You see my blood staining the tub.

Just tell me this,

What did you expect to happen?

What was I supposed to do?

What did I do wrong?

Why did I deserve this?

Why didn't you love me anymore?

But I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

After all,

What is love?