THIS IS DEDICATED TO KRAD-KUN AS SHE HELPED ME WITH THE IDEAS!! THANK YOU KRAD-KUN!! *glomp*
Ok I have written a lot of M'ijiXHaru fanfics where M'iji get beaten/broken legs/suicidal and I thought 'Hey! Why don't I swap it round a bit?' So that's what I've done!! Instead of having Haru come to M'iji's rescue it's going to my M'iji coming to Haru's rescue!!! A quick warning… there may be M in this but I can't write M so I may miss it out and just imply that there was M… If I do that and some people want the M stuff I will post up another version with M in it.
So… shall I just get on with it… Yeah that's probably best… Here ya go!!!!
One last thing!!!
"speech"
'thought'
Okay that's all!!
*****
My addiction
Chapter one
'Just one more…' Haru thought desperately, raising the needle to his arm with a shaking hand. His eyes where round and wild as the effects of the previous drugs, the evidence of which were littering the floor around the troubled teen, began to kick in. He slid the cap off of the needle and in one swift movement plunged it into his arm and emptied the liquid. His eyes fell closed in pleasure and all thoughts of a certain blonde fled his mind.
To tell the truth, the reason that Haru was in the state he was in was because he was in deeply and irrevocably in love. He was in love with his best friend, his lifelong companion, his Momiji. Or rather, he wanted the small blond boy to be his but he knew it would never be so. M'iji would never, ever, in a million years return the older teen's feelings and Haru had resorted to drugs to take his mind off of how pathetic his life really was.
He let the needle fall from his hand and land with a clatter with the rest as his head fell back to lean against the cold brick wall of the alley where he sat.
*****
"Good night everyone!"
Momiji waved as he said goodbye to his co workers and headed for the exit. Once outside he brought his scarf up to cover his nose and buried his hands deep in his pocket, his smile fading. His smile was merely for show, to hide his inner feelings. His brain was numb and his heart ached from being so close to the one he loved yet at the same time so far. His heart longed for Haru's just as he longed for the older male. But he knew it could never be. Haru was single yes… but he was not gay and Momiji knew one like Haru would never be gay.
Instead Momiji kept his feelings locked inside his slowly breaking heart and kept his smile on his face to mask his true feelings. He listened intently to Haru going on about his latest girlfriend, always wishing, begging that Haru would look him in the eye and see how he really felt.
Momiji sighed and stopped to tie his shoe lace up. As he bent down, he froze and his face crinkled in discussed. A used needle lay by his foot and he kicked it hard back into the alleyway.
"Sick bastards really need to learn to clean up after them." Momiji muttered disgustedly.
"M-M'iji…?" A hoarse voice asked from the depth of the alley, causing Momiji to jump out of his skin before freezing. He knew that voice only too well. "I-Is that you M-M'iji?"
"Haru?" Was the smaller male's whispered reply as he took a step into the alley, then another and another until he saw his lifelong friends, slumped against the walls, staring up at him with wide, sorrowful eyes. Momiji began to panic when he saw the state Haru was in and the needles surrounding him. Quickly he dropped to his knees beside the older male and rested a shaking hand on his shoulder. "Haru what happened? Who did this to you?"
Haru could feel a relax sensation of drifting out of consciousness wash over him and had to concentrate on what his friend was saying. "No one did this to me M'iji…" The ox said in a slurred voice, "I did this to me!"
Momiji's face fell, his voice interrupted by sobs. "H-Haru… W-Why??"
But at that moment, Haru head lolled forward, his chin hitting his chest and he slumped sideways onto Momiji as he passed out.
*****
"God Haru… you could… do with… losing a… few stone…" Momiji groaned and he dragged his unconscious friend back to his room at the Sohma estate. The older male was draped over the small teen's shoulders and Momiji sagged under Haru's weight. The two of them had taken the long way home, through all the back streets and alleyways so they weren't seen… or so Momiji though. Along the way Momiji passed other drug takers and drunk but the rabbit tried to steer clear of the worst looking.
They made it back to the Sohma estate with little trouble. Haru was still completely out of it and Momiji was beginning to get tired. As Momiji dragged his friend down the hallway to the ox's apartment, he failed to hear the footsteps coming round the corner behind him. The footsteps stopped and the owner of said footsteps gazed with jealous and angry eyes at HIS ox and HIS rabbit together. Akito watched until the pair were out of sight before growling, turning and storming back to his own room.
*****
Momiji was panting by the time he managed to fish the keys out of Haru's pocket, open the door and drag the semi-conscious male into the bed room.
"There you go," Momiji groaned as he dumped Haru onto the bed. As he did so, an arm wrapped around his waist and pulled him down too. "HARU!!"
A nose nuzzled the rabbit's golden locks. "Sorry little bunny… your Haru's gone…"
Momiji froze. His heart rate quicken and he began shaking violently as one of the ox's hands work its way down to the front of Momiji's jeans. "B-Black… H-Haru…"
The ox smirked and nibbled on the smaller boy's ear. "Got it in one bunny…" Black Haru's hand unbuttoned the rabbit's trousers and slipped his hand down them.
If this had been normal Haru, the Haru that Momiji knew and loved he may have let him continued… but not black Haru.
"LET ME GO!!" Momiji yelled and Haru received a vicious elbow to the ribs, causing him to release his grip on Momiji.
The rabbit dived from the bed and was half way out of the apartment when White Haru regained control.
"M'iji!! M'iji I'm …."
"NO!!!!!!!" Momiji screamed in reply, slamming the door behind him.
